Still trying to figure out who my new mystery person was, why is this happening to me? what did I do?
It was two weeks after Christmas and I was fed up with all the drama and BS , I never have a break. Nothing good come out of anything no more, im tired im becoming sick at heart. I just want someone to tell me its okay that they wont leave my side and that I'll never have to face this s**t I didnt ask for alone but no, nobody told me that and now im alone.
Trying to be strong for not only myself but Aqua but its hard, with Justin back at school I feel even more alone.I stand in front of the mirror just starring at myself trying to figure how my life turned out like this, how did I become a mother with a boy I barely knew but automatically loved.
I look at the pill bottles in the cabine
