It has been a couple of days since Xavier carried me to my room, and I have refused to come out of it since then. The wood that had been used to bar my window and balcony door have been removed thankfully so at least I get a bit of vitamin D. After he carried me to my room, I only remember him laying me down on the bed just before I went back to sleep and when I woke up he wasn’t there not that I was expecting him to be or anything like that. I was actually surprised that he willingly came anywhere near me let alone carry me to my room, the same person whom he hates with his entire being. My feelings towards him have changed, I can say that I no longer look at him with rose colored glasses. Is it possible to want someone and hate them at the same time? Because that’s what I feel n

