Chapter 5: A Bitter Draft
The fluorescent lights of the small kitchen hummed with a low, irritating frequency, casting a harsh glow over the stacks of paper spread across the table. Deborah stared at the blinking cursor on her laptop screen, her eyes burning from hours of staring at spreadsheets she didn't quite understand.
Tomorrow was her first day working the temporary administrative pool upstairs—a position worlds away from the glamorous offices she had dreamed of, but a start nonetheless. Yet, the bitter taste of rejection still clung to the back of her throat. Marcus’s cruel laughter replayed in her head like a broken record, whispering that she didn't belong, that her faded coat and lack of a university degree were neon signs broadcasting her failure.
"You're going to burn yourself out if you keep staring at that screen," Sarah said softly, walking into the kitchen and setting a steaming mug of herbal tea beside Deborah's hand.
Deborah wrapped her cold fingers around the ceramic mug, letting the warmth seep into her skin. "I just feel like I'm running in place, Mom. Everyone else seems to be moving forward. Sienna is climbing the corporate ladder, Chloe is planning her future, and Maya is... well, trying to survive her family. And I'm stuck sorting files in the basement of a building where people look at me like I'm invisible."
"You are not invisible, Deborah," Sarah said firmly, pulling out the chair opposite her daughter and sitting down. She reached across the table, covering Deborah’s hand with her own worn, gentle palm. "Your father always said that real growth happens beneath the soil, where no one can see it. You are planting your roots. Don't rush the season."
Deborah looked down at her tea, watching the dark liquid ripple. The memory of her father’s voice was a double-edged sword—it brought comfort, but it also reopened the raw, jagged wound of his absence. She still carried the crushing guilt of that rainy afternoon, the secret belief that her childish tantrum had stolen him away from them.
"I miss him, Mom," Deborah whispered, her voice cracking as a tear slipped down her cheek and splashed into the tea. "Sometimes it feels like everything I do is just an attempt to make up for the day he died."
Sarah's eyes filled with sympathetic pain, but her grip on Deborah's hand tightened. "Your father loved you more than anything in this world, sweetheart. He wouldn't want you to carry that heavy burden. He wanted you to live, to be happy, and to choose the flowers that grow in your own life—not let regret choke them out."
They sat together in the quiet kitchen for a long time, the ambient hum of the apartment building fading into the background. The tea grew cold, but the sharp edges of Deborah's anxiety dulled into a steady, quiet resolve.
She closed the laptop lid with a soft click. She couldn't control the past, and she couldn't control the arrogant accountants or the cold corporate hierarchies waiting for her tomorrow. But she could control how she walked through those revolving doors.
Tomorrow, she would step into Vance Enterprises not as a victim of a bad interview, but as someone building a future from the ground up.