Chapter 3: Echoes in the Soil
The neon sign above The Rusty Lantern flickered with a low buzz, casting a warm amber glow over the damp pavement. Inside, the air was a comfortable mix of quiet murmur, clinking glassware, and the distant hum of a slow jazz melody. It was an unpretentious basement bar two blocks off the main avenue—a place where the forgotten and the overworked gathered to hide from the city’s unyielding pace.
Deborah sat in a corner booth, her fingers curled tightly around a glass of amber liquid. Across from her, the booth was packed with the three women who had been her anchor since high school.
To her left sat Chloe, her cheeks flushed with excitement as she held up her phone to show off photos of a beachside resort. Chloe’s life had played out like a storybook: a steady, loving partner, an upcoming engagement, and a domestic peace that seemed entirely alien to the rest of the table.
"He booked the entire weekend," Chloe bubbled, her eyes bright. "No work calls, no distractions. Just the ocean and us. I honestly didn't think he remembered our anniversary was coming up."
Sitting across from Chloe was Sienna, immaculate in a tailored cream blazer that hadn't gained a single crease despite an fourteen-hour workday. Sienna was a rising executive at a rival corporate firm, her life defined by strict schedules, cold coffee, and an unyielding drive to conquer the corporate ladder. She took a slow sip of her dry martini, her sharp eyes scanning Deborah’s quiet face.
"You look exhausted, Deb," Sienna said gently, her tone dropping its usual corporate edge. "How did the Vance interview go? You were supposed to see the chief accountant today, right?"
Next to Deborah, Maya let out a heavy, dramatic sigh and slumped back against the vinyl seat. Maya was the youngest of the group, currently suffocating under the weight of an unemployed streak and an overbearing family that expected her to secure a prestigious government job overnight.
"Don't even get me started on interviews," Maya groaned, swirling her drink. "My mother gave me a two-hour lecture before I left the house tonight. She literally compared me to my cousin who just passed the bar exam. Like, sorry I'm not a prodigy, Mom! We can't all have our lives figured out at twenty-four."
Deborah looked down at her glass, watching the single ice cube float in the dark liquid. The sting of Marcus’s words returned with fresh force, making her throat tighten.
"It didn't go well," Deborah said quietly, her voice barely carrying over the background music. "He didn't even read my resume. He just... looked at my coat. He called me a charity case and threw my file in the trash."
The table went silent.
Maya froze mid-sip, her jaw dropping. Chloe gasped, covering her mouth with both hands, while Sienna’s eyes narrowed into slits of dangerous quiet.
"He said what?" Sienna’s voice was lethal. "Which accountant? Was it Marcus?"
Deborah nodded faintly, staring at the wet ring her glass had left on the wooden table. "He said I didn't belong in a firm like Vance. That my background was blank and I was out of my depth."
"That absolute arrogant trash," Maya snapped, slamming her palm against the table so hard her glass rattled. "Who gives him the right to talk to you like that? You know more about ledger management than half the people working in this city!"
"Sienna, can't you talk to someone?" Chloe asked, turning to her friend. "You know people in that building, don't you?"
Sienna shook her head, her expression grim. "Vance Enterprises operates in its own ecosystem. The corporate structure is airtight, especially under Alexander Vance. But Marcus is notorious for being a condescending gatekeeper. He hides behind his department’s numbers and treats anyone without an Ivy League degree like dust."
Sienna reached across the table, placing her hand over Deborah’s cold fingers. "Deb, listen to me. That man is a small person with a big title. Don't let a parasite like him define your worth."
Deborah gave a weak, appreciative nod, but the cold weight in her chest didn't lift. It was easy for them to offer comfort, but they didn't see the reality she faced every morning. Sienna had her career; Chloe had her fairytale love; even Maya, despite her family's pressure, had parents who could afford to support her while she looked for work. Deborah had a two-room apartment, a mother working double shifts, a younger brother who needed high school supplies, and a house filled with the phantom echoes of her father.
"Let's just drink," Deborah said softly, forcing a small smile as she lifted her glass. "To miserable days and good company."
"To surviving," Maya added, clinking her glass against Deborah’s.
They stayed in the booth for hours, letting the warmth of the bar and the familiarity of their friendship blur the sharp edges of the day. But as the night wore on and the conversation drifted back to Chloe’s relationship and Sienna’s upcoming board meetings, Deborah found her mind wandering back into the dark.
She looked at the ambient light filtering through the scotch in her glass. You are like a garden, her father’s voice whispered in her memory. Choose what grows in it.
What was growing inside her now? Guilt, bitter and dark, suffocating every seed of hope before it could sprout.
When the night finally ended and they parted ways on the damp sidewalk, Deborah opted to walk the six blocks back to her apartment alone. The cool night air helped clear her head, though the quiet of the empty streets brought her thoughts back to the accident.
She remembered the way the rain had looked on the windshield right before the crash—streaks of gray light reflecting off the glass, just like the rain on the windows of Vance Enterprises. She remembered her father smiling at her in the rearview mirror, reaching into the glove compartment to hand her a napkin because she was laughing so hard her nose was running. He had been looking at her, not the road, when the truck skidded across the center line.
He died smiling at me, she thought, a tear slipping down her nose and dropping onto her faded collar. He died because I couldn't wait until tomorrow for a piece of chocolate.
She reached her building, climbing the dark stairwell until she reached her door. She unlocked it quietly, stepping into the small entryway.
The apartment was pitch black, save for a single light burning in the tiny kitchen area. Her mother was asleep on the narrow sofa in the living room, a stack of unpaid bills resting on the coffee table beside her resting hand.
Deborah crept past her mother, careful not to make a sound, and stepped into the small room she shared with Jackson. Her brother was fast asleep on his twin bed, his school textbook open on his chest.
She walked over, gently closed the book, and set it on his desk. She looked at his sleeping face, so full of innocent expectation, so confident that his big sister would fix everything.
Deborah walked to the small window, pressing her forehead against the cold glass, looking out over the sleeping city. The tall towers of the financial district glowed in the distance, distant and untouchable.
She reached beneath her shirt, pulling out a small silver locket her father had given her for her twelfth birthday. Inside was a tiny, faded picture of Adams, smiling with his arm around a five-year-old Deborah in the middle of his rose bushes.
"I won't give up, Dad," she whispered against the cold glass, her reflection staring back at her with fierce, red-rimmed eyes. "I don't care if I have to start at the absolute bottom. I don't care if I have to clean their floors. I'm getting into that building."