Chapter 3Judd
Wow! Louis is so cute! I wanted to tell him I’m gay, too. I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I wanted to tell him about Tom, my buddy who moved away a year and a half ago, the buddy I’d learned about boy s*x with and thought I loved. I wanted to tell him what two of my team mates said to me when Tom moved away. And I could have told him what hell it is to be gay and have to be in the locker room and the showers with all those hot guys and not throw wood. Especially since I was more or less on probation with them anyway. I really did want to tell him I was like him. But my life at school and in Stafford would be over if anyone knew. The guys on the team would have killed me.
Even when I’d told him I didn’t care if the guys found out he was my tutor and he was gay, I’d be
