Mine

Chapter 18 - insecurity

[2 months and 3 weeks before the wedding]

3rd person POV

Jimin has been pregnant for 23 weeks by now. The young male stands infront of the mirror and looks at himself. He eyes his stomach which isn't flat anymore.. Now people can clearly see that he's pregnant. He strokes over it and likes the feeling. The feeling of life inside him. The life of his and Jungkook's baby. He smiles by the thought but at the same time he feels worried. >Does Jungkook still find me attractive with it? I hope soJimin POV

I change into comfortable sweatpants and an oversized black sweater. Every night when we lie in bed and cuddle Jungkook strokes over my stomach or talks to the baby which I find very adorable and cute. I just have the feeling that he'll be a good father.

But this damn hormones! My body feels so hot and I just want Kookie inside me. Kissing me everywhere. Why doesn't he touch me? Is it cause I'm becoming fat or he doesn't have lust? God I hope that it isn't something of my thoughts. It's still his baby inside me.. Our little wonder *strokes over it*

'My little baby boy or girl, you'll have a good daddy. He is always so careful with you.' I smile but then freeze as I realize what I said. >Oh god what is if he's too afraid of touching me? I hope I'm right maybe I can talk to him and change his mind. I'm very horny and I don't know why.This damn hormoneshiccup* fat.' Jin shakes his head wit a small smile and looks pitifully at me.

'No Minii! Don't think so. You look really good and that your stomach grows is normal. I'm sure he still finds you attractive don't worry.' He tries to calm me down but I sob.

'But why doesn't he touch me anymore?' I cry and look at him with sad eyes. First he doesn't know what I mean but then he widens his eyes which looks funny but I can't laugh right now.

'Ohh uhh I don't know. But I'm sure it has nothing to do with you. I would put my hand into fire for that. Maybe he just doesn't want to risk to hurt the baby.' He answers and I think about all of it.

'I don't know... Jin what should I do? I'm so horny at the moment and at the same time so afraid.' I say and bury my head into his shoulder.

'Talk to him and calm down.. I'm sure he has something in his mind when he does this. You just have to talk to him. You know Jungkook loves you very much and won't want you to think such thinks about yourself.' He says and I nod

'I think you're right' I say and wipe my tear stained cheeks with the paw of my sweater.

'Maybe you should call Dr.Min and ask him.' He says

'That's a good idea.' Jin stands up

'And now I'll make you something to eat. You and the baby need strength when you're this horny.' He chuckles and I blush for embarrassment. I really told him that.

'Oh god Eomma.' I blush hard >I wish I didn't say anything.I'll call Yoongi nowCall

[Yoongi] Min Yoongi * deep voice*

[me] Hello Yoongi? It's me Jimin. *hear chokes on the other line* >Did I disturb himYoongi] Is something wrong with the baby?

[Me] Everything's okay. I'm sorry for disturbing you but I have a question.

[Yoongi] Don't worry. For that I gave you my number so what do you want to know?'

[Me] Since the last two weeks I've had the feeling that my hormones are in a war. It's so crazy

[Yoongi] That's normal Jimin. Your body produce many more hormones for the baby and that makes you a bit... How can I explain this clearly....

[Me] insecure?

[Yoongi] You can say that. You can be more sensitive and self issues are pretty normal. But that's the cycle of a pregnancy.

[Me] Okay... And hyung c..can I ask you something more?

[Yoongi] of course

[Me] Jungkook told me that you've known each other for a long time by now and he.. He

[Yoongi] what is with him? I won't say anything to him if that helps you

I'm glad because I need someone who can really help me with that. And he's a good specialist for such situations.

[me] He doesn't touch me hyung... The last time was 3 weeks ago and since my stomach grows he doesn't sleep with me anymore. I'm afraid that he doesn't find me attractive. *tears are building again*

[Yoongi] you don't have to worry Jimin. It's normal for someone hormonal like you to think like this but Jungkook doesn't think like that.

[Me] really?

[Yoongi] You can trust me. I know Jungkook very well. We both and Namjoon are great friends and I think he just doesn't want to hurt the baby. I bet he's more careful around you isn't he?

[me] yes.. How do you know that? >Oh god yes. He's rightYoongi] *laughs* I knew it! This little s**t *chuckles* Jimin trust me. He's too afraid of hurting the baby and doesn't think you're too fat or something. Jungkook is always like that with things he loves. As he was a little kid he was like this with his cat.

[Me] *Relieved breath* >Okay that's good to hear. It's like a huge rock falls from my chestchuckles* Kookie is 22.

[Yoongi] yes we played together as we were kids. Besides I'm 26.

[Me] that sounds so cute. Thank you for the information.

[Yoongi] no thanks but please don't tell him that I told you that. He doesn't like when I talk about him.

[Me] I promise hyung. And one last question. I uhh I'm really horny and I don't know why. It's so extreme and yesterday I hadn't even feel it this strong. And uhh that's really embarrassing but can rough s..sex hurt the baby?

[Yoongi] hormones Jimin! They do many thinks to your body you don't understand and don't worry. Only try not to lie directly on your stomach but so it's okay. Nothing against it. *chuckles*

[me] okay. Thank you for answering my questions. I won't tell Kookie about all of this but please you too.

[Yoongi] I won't say anything. Bye.

And so we end the call. I breathe in deeply and feel much better now.

'My little baby your daddy seems to still find me attractive. I'm so happy but also horny.' I smile and am so frustrated. I feel the burning sensation inside my abdomen and then a growl

'And hungry' I laugh and stand up

'I'm sure Jin cooked something delicious for us my little cupcake' a delicious scent of food can be smelled. I walk to Jin and try to look over his broad shoulders but I can't do it. >Why do I have to be so small? And then with the babyWhy does my body want him so much?? This crazy hormones. I can't understand them but the last time was too long ago and I need him badlyIt's so hot in the roomWhy does he have to look this hotsoft hiccub* don't you have s*x with me?'

Jungkook POV

I enter the bedroom and see Jimin sitting on the bed. He breathes heavily and looks so hot with his pinkish cheeks. God how bad I want to f**k him rough when he's on all fours or against the wall in the shower or from behind. He just looks so damn attractive now that his stomach is growing. Maybe I sound like a perv but I'm f*****g horny. I don't know why but it turns me on to see him like this. He's too fuckable and damn pretty. Since the last two weeks as his stomach has grown I jerked off so many times.. I feel like a teenager but I'm afraid I will hurt the baby. I can't bear to hurt it so I have to hide my s****l need, the desire for the man who looks with lustful eyes up and down on me. >God please don't make this harder for meokay I have to shower instantly. I have to go before I lose controlno. Please don't look like that. I could f**k you just nowsoft hiccub* don't you have s*x with me? Aren't I'm attractive to you anymore?' My eyes widen in shock as I saw the sadness in his glistening orbs. My heart breaks

'W..what? Of course not! How can you think of something like this.. You're so ravishing..' I say and my heart shatters >You're such an i***t Jungkook. Only because of you he's thinking that he isn't attractiveIt's okay to let him know.eyes become dark* Kookie please I'm so f*****g horny right now. My body feels so weird and I gain weight but I'm so horny and I wish you would make love to me till I can't walk... Don't say no please. I beg you. You can't hurt me... Please help me! I need u. I need u so bad.' He begs and has never begged like this before. His words go straight to my member and my pants become uncomfortable tight >I still have a weird feeling by this but when he pleads me like this. And he said it's okay... He wants meI love it when he's sensitive. I think the pregnancy makes this more intenseHow can he still sound so innocent when he's saying something this dirtyIt's been so longI need him as well. My c**k almost hurtsso hotgrab his legs* are so f*****g *drives back into him* gorgeous!' I hear him gasp and I thrust with a fast pace. I spread his legs wider and thrust deeper into him.

'Jiminii baby you feel so ahh good!' I moan and I'm not sure if he hears me through his hot screaming.

'Ohh god Kookie right there! Oh god I'm so horny this is so good. Ahhh daddyahhhaa' he screams as I hit his prostate by every of my hard and deep thrusts. The feeling was almost unbearable and too good. I know I won't last much long but he feels just too good for me. I don't want this feeling to end now.

'You don't know how much I love you Haaah.' I moan between my thrusts and he looks at me through his half lided eyes 'I ahh love ahh you tooonnngghh' he mewls and I smirk.

'You're just mine baby.' I growl and left kisses over his stomach

'Nnngh ahh yes only yours!' He answers back and throws his head back.

'Ahh Kookie ahh I'm ahh' I feel him clenching around my c**k and his legs are shaking. >he's close.God so hotThe baby just kicked me. Holy that was amazingvanillaI'll protect my baby<

'But you already show it.' I say and he looks suspiciously into my eyes

'you're here.. With me with my baby inside you and tell me you love me.' I kiss him intensely and wish that the moment will last forever. But I know it will and do you all want to know why?

Cause we're young forever