CHAPTER 4: THE OFFER

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Seraphine's POV I came back to consciousness in stages. Warmth first. Then the smell of pine and something darker underneath it, something that my body recognized before my brain caught up. Then the sound of a fire. I opened my eyes. Stone walls. A high ceiling with heavy wooden beams. A fireplace wide enough to stand in with a fire already built and burning. Thick furs on the couch I was lying on. Duskwhisker Pack house. I knew it from the handful of times I had gotten close to the outer buildings during my weeks of watching. This was the inside. Ryder stood a few feet away watching me come back to myself. He had not moved close. Had not crowded me. He was just there, arms crossed, waiting with that particular stillness of his that never felt like patience exactly and never felt like threat either. "You collapsed," he said. "I know." I sat up slowly. The room stayed level this time. "I am fine now." "You keep saying that." "It keeps being true." He walked to the side table without responding, poured water into a cup, and brought it back. He set it on the low table in front of me. Did not hand it to me like I might drop it. Just set it down and waited. I drank. The water was cool and it helped more than I expected. He crouched in front of me so we were at eye level. Green eyes that did not miss much and were not currently missing anything. "You are not going back to Stoneclaw tonight." I laughed. It came out shakier than I intended. "You do not get to decide that." "I am not deciding anything. I am giving you a choice." He stayed where he was, close enough to see clearly, far enough that I did not feel managed. "Stay here. Under my protection. But you earn every single day of it. No handouts. No pity. No one looking at you like you are a broken thing that needs fixing. You train with me. Morning and evening. Physical, mental, strategic. You prove you belong here not because you need somewhere to land but because you can stand on your own. You eat with the pack. You sleep in the east wing where I can keep an eye on you. And no one touches you. No one talks behind your back. You have my word on that." I looked at him for a long time. "You know," I said finally. It was not a question. "Since the park, that first night." His voice stayed even. "I could smell the change in you. I waited for you to tell me. Still waiting if you would rather not." "I did not plan this." "I know that too." I looked down at my hands. They were still shaking slightly. "What if I say yes and I cannot keep up with the training?" "Then I push harder until you can." He was not being cruel about it. He was just telling me how it worked. "You already know how to fight, Seraphine. I saw that the first time you were near my territory. You have been holding back. I am going to push until you stop." I thought about Elisa standing in the east hall with her hand on her stomach and that one word. Condition. I thought about Rosita in the courtyard, stepping over a man's body like it was furniture. I thought about Amara's voice on the phone three days before she died saying she was getting close, she just needed one more week. She did not get the week. I was not going to make the same mistake. "And my reason for being near your territory in the first place?" I asked. "Your business," he said, "until it becomes mine." That was a more honest answer than I expected. I set the cup down. "I am not staying because I need you." "Good." The corner of his mouth moved. "Because I would not want you here if you did." I looked at the fire for a moment. Then I looked back at him. "I will stay. For now." He nodded once. Stood up. Walked toward the door. Before he stepped through it he paused with his back to me. "You are not weak, Seraphine. They just spent two years convincing you that you were." The door clicked shut and left me alone with the fire and the weight of everything I had just agreed to. I lay back on the furs and stared at the ceiling and let myself be still for the first time in days. The baby was still there. The mission was still there. Rosita was still out there, moving freely, smiling pleasantly, leaving bodies in courtyards. None of that had changed. But for the first time since Xander threw me away, I was not facing it from a position of nothing. Tomorrow I was going to start fighting back for real. That was enough for tonight. I was almost asleep when I heard the door across the corridor open. Then a voice I recognized immediately, low and silky, talking to someone inside that room like she belonged there. Rosita. She was already here. Already inside Duskwhisker territory. Already moving through the same hallway I was sleeping in like she had done it a hundred times before. I sat up slowly in the dark and reached for the only thing I had brought from Stoneclaw. The small folded document at the bottom of my bag. Amara's last notes. The names she had gathered before she ran out of time. Rosita's name was at the top. But it was the second name on the list that made my blood go cold in a way it had not when I first read it. Because the second name was someone inside this pack. Someone Ryder trusted.
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