Cheating Boyfriend Book I: Nothing is Perfect

Chapter 9 - The Uncertainty part I

    Jeremy was still sleeping. As well as, he was still dreaming. He was still holding hands with his girlfriend, Rina. He was helping her calm her nerves. And also to lower the heat she felt. At this time, Rina too was dreaming and sleeping.

inside dream-like state in Rina’s mind

    It is uncertain by how the world is. Everything around her is black and white. That is uncertainty for her. She has doubts for who she really is. She has doubts for who her friends are if she had anyone. Or the lover in this case. She has doubts that something isn’t right. Like a part of her wants to awaken. To know the truth. It wants to awaken from this idiocy of this dream-like world. A world that protects you from knowing the truth. The Uncertainty devours me into blackness. A colorless feeling. A feeling that you’re not sure of what you want in life. Or who you want to date. Or if she should remember everything.

    She had this distinctive feeling that nothing is impossible. Even when it comes to her lover. She felt something wasn't right. And yet she tries to enjoy it all. She feels missing. She felt a part of her is gone. But, why does she feel this way? Isn’t this her first time falling in love with a man. A man who loves her unconditionally. However; for her; that isn’t the case. She has been having dreams. Dreams that would be a message to her. Should she follow it? She had so many dreams that she didn't know what they meant. This one dream in particular shows no bound. It is frightening. Would it come true? She remembers it as if it was playing in her mind.

Dream or a Nightmare?

{The Woman's P.O.V.}

* sigh *

What is going on?

Why is my boyfriend not here?

He promised me he would come back to surprise me?

It’s supposed to be Valentine's Day for god sake.

Since today’s date is February 14 2020.

* deepbreathe *

I don’t like this kind of feeling.

This inkling feeling I’ve been having.

It won’t disappear.

I feel like something bad would happen to my boyfriend.

And I won’t know what it's about.

My gut feeling is telling me, but I don’t know what it is.

    In the dream, a woman we don’t know talks to herself. She had the same physical appearance as Rina. But, it doesn’t say who the woman's name is exactly. The hair and eye color are different though. Is this the past, present or future? She doesn’t know. And the dream continues once again.

    I was getting ready for my date with my boyfriend. I took my time in the bathroom. I decided to take a shower.  “ It was a good thing that I went to the spa today before getting him. I had my whole body waxed. Like my face and chin has no hair. My back doesn’t have any hair either after waxing it. Then, I had both my arms and legs being waxed. I also have my private parts to be waxed. I was really clean from the top to bottom. I had also taken a massage, so my body felt relaxed and felt good “. I relaxed in the spa for a while. My face was masked with a lovely scent that covered my face. It would make my face feel smooth and soft to touch. I also had two slice of cucumber covering her eyes. 

    I was wearing the mask for about five minutes. After that, the group of ladies helped me out. The cucumbers were thrown out. One of the ladies gently washed my face. And then I looked up in the mirror and noticed my face was shiny to look at. The woman also got my nails and feet done. They have put on nail polish. And I waited for the polish to dry. I pay for the services that were done to me. I started to walk to my house. Since then, I haven't had a car yet. Nor did I have my drivers license. But, I didn’t want to walk back home. Because, I would feel sweaty and gross. But, it didn’t stop me. I still needed to walk back home. And also it was more of a motivation for me. 

    I get to lose weight while walking. I felt great. It was a great place by Westlake. I had my hair down there.  The woman there makes sure to perm my hair. I don’t want to get my hair messy from the wind when I go out. As I was walking, I took notice of the scenery around me that I never knew was beautiful. And then I went home to surprise my boyfriend. But, to my surprise, he didn’t show up. There was no letter or no phone call why my boyfriend didn’t show up.  She thought to herself that was too early. 

.. END OF THE WOMAN’S P.O.V…

     The dream continues once more, never leaving whoever this woman was. It was like watching a movie. It continues and continues. It will not stop until Rina watches everything being played out.

    As the woman  finishes for the day, she has finally reached her house. A woman in her mid-30 locked the door. She wanted to chill for a while, before getting ready. So, she decided to watch tv in her house. She was supposed to wait for her boyfriend to come home. Because, they made a reservation for valentines day. Yes that’s right. Today’s date was February 14 2021. It was the first time for her to dress appropriately and neatly. She had a slender, feminine build, fair skin, and voluptuous body. Her boobs and butt were medium size. But, her face was young and beautiful. Her arms and legs were  slim; however, she wasn't as beautiful as she thought herself to be. 

    She had baby fat. She could see it showing in her stomach. She had defined heart face shape, seductive arch eyebrow, upturn feline eye shape, celestial nose shape, and blossom lip shape. Her hair was naturally straight black hair and her eye color was hazelnut brown. Her lip color was bubblegum pink. But in people’s eyes, she was ugly; because her stomach was fat. A fat size that looks like she’s three weeks pregnant. But she’s not sure if she is pregnant or not. She used to have a boyfriend when she was twenty-six-years-old. But, her boyfriend cheated on her with her best friend and other girls that he dated in front of her. It was the first time for her to have a boyfriend.

    It takes her about twenty three years to have a first boyfriend. But, it was a very bad experience. Now that she’s in her mid-thirty; she thought that; since she has a second boyfriend; this would be different. It was supposed to be different. However; she never met her second boyfriend’s family before. Nor does she know if her boyfriend’s name is real or not. He’s been gentle with her all the time. But, they haven’t moved in with each other. Nor have they ever had their actual date. Because, her boyfriend takes his job very seriously. In a way, he didn’t show any love to her. He would show her lots of love and affection in public, but that was about it. She waited and waited. 

    Her phone starts to ring. And she got really excited. Since, her boyfriend’s name appeared on her phone. But that excitement and smile showed on her face; it disappeared in the moment; as she heard another female voice in the background when her boyfriend answered the call.

{ The Woman's P.O.V. }

* excited *

I was so happy.

My eyes flicker with excitement.

It was the first time that I felt this way.

I thought to myself this man, this boyfriend would be the ONE for me.

     I was excited that my second boyfriend would call me. I thought it's strange for him to call me out of the blue like this. I wonder what he wanted. That was when the inkling feeling I have over the past thirty minutes to one hour resurfaces. I had a feeling that my boyfriend would cancel the date for the last time. But, I couldn’t understand why.

    Then the scenery changes to the point where the woman is speaking to a man. A man that kind of looks familiar to Rina’s boyfriend, Jerome. How is that possible? Is she seeing this? Is this her past, present or future? The man had the same voice as him. As well as the same manner of speaking. 

        “ Hey babe, sorry! I can’t make it to our valentine’s day dinner together as a couple. Something came up. My boss told me to stay overtime to finish it “ said the woman’s boyfriend as the female voice from the background started to snicker when she knew he was lying to her.

    As he said that to me, I heard another female voice appear on the phone.  The female voice didn’t care if the man had a girlfriend. She looks and sounds confident enough to snatch him away from her.  On the other side of the phone, I could hear her voice very clearly. An inkling feeling engulfed my mind. Then the same bad feeling engulfed my stomach. It makes me sick that would leave an aftertaste.

        “ Hey babe, said the female voice that belongs to another woman. Come to bed with me. It’s your day off. So, spend the time with me. 

… END OF THE WOMAN’S POV. …

    The scenes stay the same. This was after the woman felt disappointed. She is sad and heartbroken. The man was the one who asked her to leave February 14 open. He was supposed to spend Valentine's day with her. But, he was the one who cancelled it at the last minute. Sad isn’t it? As the female voice says that to him, the woman’s boyfriend makes a gulping sound to restrain himself with it. He knew he was talking to his girlfriend on the phone. The man took a deep breath. He tries not to resist her, but that isn’t his girlfriend. But that didn’t stop that wicked woman from doing so. As the man speaks to his girlfriend on the phone, the woman walks behind him. 

    She embraced him from the back. The man could feel her boobs being pressed against his back. He made another gulping sound. His lips start to become dry to the point that he starts to be thirsty. The woman then slightly uses her hands to touch his arm. She slightly traced her fingers on both his arms. But, the man tries to stop her from doing so. The man tries to cover the phone to speak to the woman quietly. But even so, his girlfriend could still hear it.

{ The Man’s P.O.V.}

    I was excited to go visit my girlfriend for Valentine's day. My face suddenly turned red when I was remembering all those happy moments. 

        “ F*ck my girlfriend looks so innocent and pure. She was the one and only one making it hard in the morning “.

    As I was getting ready to leave the house, my boss called me. He told me that his secretary will come to visit him at his house. And that they would specifically tell him that his secretary and him would be talking about business nothing more nothing less. After five to ten minutes, his doorbell rang. When he opened the door, his jaw dropped and his eyes widened. He saw an absolute goddess standing in front of him. The woman looked like she was in her early 20s. She had a slender, feminine build, olive skin, and voluptuous body. She had a soft heart face shape, seductive arch eyebrows, upturned feline eye shape, celestial nose shape, and blossom lip shape.

    Her hair color was natural blonde and her eyes naturally blue. It was like he was staring straight at a foreigner for the first time. Her hair style was in a beach wavy style as it was already alone. He could see that her boobs were big and that her butt was big. As he was scanning her, he could tell that her boobs size around either an E-cup or F-cup. The woman; on other hand, she could tell that this man was eye f*cking her. She giggled as it was escaping from her mouth. The man was mesmerized at the sound of it. 

        “ Are you going to let me in sir or are you going to stare at me all day long ? “ said the beautiful woman as she didn't mind being the center of attention. 

    The woman knew that her beauty outshone other women out there. She could also tell that this man has a girlfriend. But, she didn’t care. She too also heard the voice of the man’s girlfriend.

{ The Beautiful Woman’s  P.O.V. }

    She walked through the flight of stairs to reach the door. As she knocked on the door, she saw a man standing in front of him. She didn't know why she felt this way towards him. Even though she has a boyfriend. She snapped back when she heard a woman’s voice on the phone.

        “ Hey babe, sorry! I can’t make it to our valentine’s day dinner together as a couple. Something came up. My boss told me to stay overtime to finish it “ said the woman’s boyfriend as the female voice from the background started to snicker when she knew he was lying to her.

    As he said that to her, another female voice appeared on the phone.  The female voice didn’t care if the man had a girlfriend. She looks and sounds confident enough to snatch him away from her.  On the other side of the phone, she could hear her voice very clearly. An inkling feeling engulfed her mind. Then the same bad feeling engulfed her stomach. It makes her sick to the point that it leaves an aftertaste. The beautiful woman continues to hear him calling the woman babe. And then she put the puzzle together. And then she realized that this man in front of her had a girlfriend. And she had a fun idea circulating in her mind. She didn’t care what her actions would be. 

    She was supposed to talk to him only about business. And she’s crossing the line that would make her get fired from her boss. But, she didn’t care. She doesn’t mind teasing this young man in front of her. So, she walked up to him. It made the man off his guard when he was speaking to his girlfriend. 

        “ Hey babe, said the voice that belongs to another woman. Come to bed with me. It’s your day off. So, spend the time with me” . The woman didn’t care. She does start getting aggressive from the sound of the woman. 

{ The MAN’S P.O.V. }

    I saw the beautiful woman walking up to me. It took me off guard. And it’s also surprising. The woman walked in a seductive way. She bends down as she starts to flirt with me. She saw me talking to my girlfriend over the phone. As I was speaking to my girlfriend, I felt a jolt coming from down there. And as I looked down, I saw the beautiful woman’s hand rubbing me through my pants.

        “ Stop it! I’m speaking with my girlfriend right now “ said the man as he was whispering it to another woman. He gently grabbed the woman’s hand from doing so with his right hand as his left hand was preoccupied with holding the phone.

        “ Babe, who are you speaking to ? “ said the man’s girlfriend over the phone. 

        “ Huh? No one babe. It was just my neighbor. Don’t mind it “ said the man to his girlfriend. 

    But, that wasn’t a neighbor. It was the first time he lied to her. The woman that was with him snickered. She starts to smirk as if she was putting her plan in motion.

… OUTSIDE THE DREAM WORLD STATE …

        “ Is Rina alright ? It’s like she’s seeing a ghost from the past ? “ says Oliver Anderson as he observes her facial expression.

        “ Leave her be. I think she’s dreaming about something. But, we do not know “ says Soraya Miller as she sees a teardrop creeping down her face.

    Rina was still sleeping endlessly. Never waking up. As for Jerome, his ears were twitching at the sound of his friend’s voice. He slowly opened his eyes. He tries not to move too much. He didn’t want to wake up Rina. But, he also saw her feeling sad apparently. He uses his fingers to gently wipe off her tears. The tears continue to fall and fall. She couldn’t help crying. And he wants to know the reason why she was crying. He leaned close to her eyes. He slowly licks her tears one by one. It tasted like a mixture of sweet and salt. He kissed her forehead. Then he kissed both of her cheeks. Then he kissed both of her eyes one-by-one. Then he kisses her nose while she’s sleeping. 

    He continues to give kisses to her. Especially Jerome, he himself kissed the side of her lips one-by-one. He had no choice but to wake her up when he saw a facial expression he had never seen. He looked at the direction of her male friends. It was an expression to wake her up. As they don’t want her to get sucked into the dream. He slowly intertwined his fingers towards Rina. He holds her hands together. He leans down towards her face. And he gave her a loving kiss at first. Then slowly the kiss turned into passion. It was then that she slowly opened her mouth for her to breathe. He shoved his tongue to taste her sweetness.

    Rina starts to slowly open her eyes. She blinks twice as her tears have made her eyes blurry. He wakes Rina up like a sleeping beauty.

        “ You’re awake my love. My sleeping beauty “ says Jerome as he slowly breaks the kiss.

    Rina wasn’t fully awake. She was still half-asleep. To him, her eyes were sparkling so brightly. Like a ray of sun hit her eyes. She starts to see black spots. Her eyes became big as it was adjusting to the light in the room. Others who could not see what Rina is. To Augustin and his friends, they could see Rina’s eyes color changes for a split second. Like her eye color changes to blue. And her color also changes for a split second. Like it changes to red. This was another part of her. A part of her that wants to let loose and have fun. A part that never had fun when she started college. A part of her that wanted to go back to the old days. The days she was fun.