Cheating Boyfriend Book I: Nothing is Perfect

Chapter 10 - The Uncertainty part II

Quote of the day: “ Embrace uncertainty. Some of the most beautiful chapters in our lives won’t have a title until much later “ —— Bob Goff

    Did she already outlive her life to the fullest? Did she regret what she did in the past? Did she ever look back? Those are the questions that plague the mind of Rina. Everyday there was the feeling of uncertainty. It played her like a fool. A fool that was easily manipulated, controlled, etc. It was a sign of weakness that she didn’t want to have. How could she take the uncertainty that she felt in her heart? The unsettling heart that comes and goes as it pleases. It was confusing. Confused on what needs to be done. No, let's rephrase it. The things that she must do. She needs to get rid of this uncertainty feeling she had. Day in and day out.

    Why must she go through with this? Was it because she’s not normal? I mean not the normal you’re referring to? Or the kinds you’re thinking about? The part where she’s different in a way. Not different the way she is. Not the way her skin color is. Or what her body was. Or her personality. She knew she was different from other humans. But, she doesn’t know why. She’s been having dreams lately. It happens every night when she goes to sleep. The dream felt so realistic. So real. It was like this dream happened before. Maybe it did happen. But, she wasn’t aware when it took place. Or maybe this dream happened in the past. 

    I didn’t know about that. Or maybe this happened from another time and place. As Rina wakes up from the strange realistic dream, she feels countless eyes piercing through her. She ignored it. She looked up at her boyfriend. She had this urge to pin him down. And kiss him passionately. Show others that he is hers. But, there’s a part of her telling her not to fall in love deeply. It would be a ‘ mistake ‘, a ‘ regret ‘ or anything. Jerome leaned down to her neck. He breathed in for so long. He wants to memorize her scent. She wants to get up, so he helped her up in a sitting position. She straddled him. Her knees on the side of his.

    She wraps her arms around his shoulder. For apparent reason, she could smell a wonderful scent. It was a scent of lust. It was a powerful scent. It made a part of her go crazy and wild. Her eyes were shining so brightly blue. It felt to her that she was ‘ thirsty ‘ and ‘ hungry ‘. She wanted it. She leaned her head on his shoulder. She breathes in and out. She wants to memorize his scent too. Each time she inhaled and exhaled, he could feel the cold breeze of her breath. The breeze made him shiver from a thought he was thinking about. She watches him gulp so many times. That it was such a turn on. Her friends could sense a change within her. A part that they are afraid of. Because, this isn’t normal.

    She stared at his eyes in a longing gaze. Her eyes went down to his lips then back to his eyes. She bit her lips seductively. Her friends look at each other. They knew that she’s really hungry. Not the type of hungry. The part where she wants to devour this human. And make its flesh as its ingredient to make a potion. But the kind that would turn his life essence into power. The thought of it quivers in the thought of hers. It was the first time she was thinking like this. She doesn’t know what came over her. She gracefully rocks her body back and forth. She was dry humping him through their fabric. Jerome flinched at the movement.

    His friends stared at them. Even his guy friends’ eyes were wide. The potent scent of lust was so strong. That it made Rina’s judgement to be clouded. And put into cloud nine. It made a part of her stronger. Yet dangerous to others. There was dry cough after cough from his friends. They were trying to get their attention. But, they couldn’t. It was like Jerome was already far off in the drunkenness of his girlfriend’s scent.

        “ Baby you smell so f*cking good. I want to pin you down here and now. What do you say ? “ said Jerome as he tried to control his lust for her.

        “ Mmhmm that’s very tempting and fun “ says Rina as she was taking in his scent and then leans into his ears at the same time as she nibbles it playfully.

        Rina’s guy friends know not to interrupt it. They know how hungry she was. They knew a part of her wanted to come out to play. And it is happening. The thought was snapped. 

        “ Hey bruh. Don’t do it here. There are people in this place. It’s bad for others if they had kids around “ says Oliver Anderson as he pointed out to him the situation when Jerome looked up to see what his friends were referring to.

    His face turned into a slightly pinkish color. He was embarrassed. He turned to face his girlfriend.

        “ Baby. Let’s not do this here. There are people here. Let’s go somewhere else “ says Jerome as he inhales and exhales a lot of times to calm down.

    Rina didn’t say anything. She stayed quietly. She turned around. Her back was leaning against his chest. Jerome holds onto her waist. And then there was a thought that she had.

        “ My love, since you’re done working; let’s go out to have fun “ as Rina spoke clearly for her boyfriend to hear as he was touching her lips with his thumb.

    Yup it’s official. Jerome is getting horny. And his friends are there. She could feel his hard member pressing through. It was touching the entrance of her wet fold. Even though it was through the fabric of her underwear. She stayed quiet. She didn’t want to make a lewd face in front of her boyfriend’s friends. He couldn’t keep himself from touching her when his friends weren’t watching them. He leaned towards her ears. He returned the favor that she did to him. This time he nibbled her ears in a playful way. The action made sweet liquid to soak her panty. Her body starts to shiver in delight. She was panting heavily. She tries to hold her voice from moaning.

    That’s when his friends gave them the idea. The idea of going clubbing. His friends told him and the others that they found a good place to hangout. It was called “ Jiqing zhi ye “ [Night of Passion]. His friends don't speak nor understand chinese language. However; Gabriel helps them pronounce the name of it. So, they thought it was a club. When Rina’s guy friends heard the name, their faces turned red like a tomato. Rina glanced over to her friends. She giggled. The others move their heads to the side. They were confused. 

        “ mmmhmmm that sounds fun. Even the place you mention has a great name. But, do you even know if it's a club or not “ said Rina as she was holding her laughter while responding to one of his friends.

    Even the customers could understand what it was. They were coughing. Some customers there are chinese. Agustin went over to them. He whispered to Omar the translation of the club they saw. Even though they never went in. When he heard what it meant, his face turned really red.

    “ Let’s not go to Jiqing zhi ye. I don’t think we are allowed to go there right Agustin ? “ as he tries to persuade his friends to choose another place to go beside that one.

    The night of passion is actually an adult store. It’s where those kinds of toys are. You know when you are frustrated. And it helps your body not be stressed. The kind if you’re in S & M. The kind in which the men are dominant. And the woman is submissive. Those are what kind of place it is. It’s only for adults. Not for teenagers. The kinds that let people experience going there. As they were thinking of what place to go to, the phone rang. Darwin answered his phone. He left the store. The others of his followed. After a few minutes, Darwin and the others came back. He sighed. The others sighed as well. They didn’t say anything. They just looked at Rina. And she knew right away what it was.

    She sighed. She had a face that said ‘ Are you sure ? ‘. And they nodded. Franklin wrote down the place that Darwin had to check it out. It was a place that even they knew. Franklin was saying something to her. She read his lips. She was in deep thought. And she did another facial expression. That says ‘ Is a club a place for everyone ‘. They nodded again.

        “ Baby, do you want to come with me to this place ? “ says Rina as she cooed at him when she showed her the name of the place from the piece of paper that Darwin wrote.

        “ I’ll go anywhere you want to go, baby. What is it though ? “ says Jerome as his chin was on her shoulder.

        “ It’s a club where people come together to hear music. Eat food. Drink alcohol. Dancing. The usual that you guys do “ says Rina as she explains it to him and his friends for them to hear.

    No one knows that the club is run by someone that Darwin knew. It’s a place that Jerome’s friends would watch. Jerome didn’t really second guest it. He looked at his friends. He gave the paper to them. And they pass it around. So that everyone saw it. Including Soraya Miller and Acadia Braxley.

        “ What’s the place called ? “ says Orion Blackwell.

        “ It’s a nightclub. It’s called Diamond Rogue '' says Rina as she explains the details to everyone in their view.

    The others were looking at each other. They were excited to hear it was a nightclub.

        “ If it’s a nightclub, aren’t you supposed to be eighteen-years-old and have an ID card to be able to come to it? “ say Owen Campbell and the others.

        “ That’s right. All night clubs are required for you to be eighteen-years-old and older as well as bringing an ID card. However, did you know that if you use a fake id you’ll be in prison for maybe half a year of your life. No one will be able to help you “ says Elroy as he knows the rules that the human government places on their kind.

    They shake their heads. They didn’t know that. That’s what they mostly do all the time. High school students would use fake id to go into a nightclub. But, they didn’t know about the consequences.

        “ This particular night club, Diamond Rogue. It’s also a place that’s hard to come in. Without a VIP pass. I could let you guys in. I know someone who would let us in if you know the right person “ says Rina as she explained it to them without caring about their wellbeing.

        “ Baby how did you know this place ? “ says Jerome and others who are also curious about how she knew this place.

    She had a feeling what that place was. She knew all along. It was like a deep part of her. Darwin and the others knew. And she’s not ready to tell anyone about it. She is still living a normal lifestyle. Rina also hides a secret of her own though. But, this secret isn’t bad at all. She doesn’t want the media to find out about it. It’ll dampen THAT specific person’s reputation. So, she didn’t say anything about it. Rina sighs. She looked over at her friends. They nodded. And they are the ones who explained. They left some parts about it.

        “ Jerome and friends, the night club Diamond Rogue; is a place you can forget all your worries whenever you come inside. Everyone is welcome “ says Agustin as he looked at each of everyone who are friends with Jerome

        “ I know someone who would let us in without showing an ID card “ says Darwin and the others.

        “ However; if you try to go in the club by yourself and with friends; while we aren’t with you guys, then you cannot go in without us, “ says Franklin as he explains while pointing to himself and to Rina.

    They had a shocked face.

        “ What does this have to do with Rina and you guys ? “ says Acadia Braxley as she listens to them speaking as it was interesting to her.

        “ Because, us who are Rina’s friends and Rina herself are VIP passes. If we are with you then you have great access to any places you want to use. The dance floor. The lounge. The bar. The private room. The karaoke room. The hotels. And many more “ says  Brian and Cedrick as they explain the privilege to Jerome and his friends.

    Their jaws dropped when hearing it. Acadia tries not to grit her teeth. Hearing it made her angry. She didn’t like how Rina was more beautiful than her. Then she heard that she’s richer than her. Except how did she get the idea that Rina is rich?

        “ What happens if Rina and you guys aren’t with us and the others  if we want to go alone ? “ says Acadia and the boys while looking at them.

        “ You could still enter the Diamond Rogue nightclub without us. You just need to stay in light. Have them check your name and ID card. They would want to make sure you are really eighteen-years-old. And that the picture that was provided in the ID card is really you. If you did try to come in the club with a fake id then you are automatically sent to prison. And we won’t be able to help you out “ says Brian as he takes a deep breath.

        “ The club is owned by a very powerful business man. And he doesn’t like people going in there to cause trouble nor use fake id in this matter. I heard rumors that if you try to come into the club pretending you're older with a fake ID card they could tell you aren’t right off the bat. And it’s not good to lie to them. I heard that you might get any parts of your body cut off “ says Cedrick as he continues to explain where Brian left off.

        “ Don’t worry they won’t do that to any of you if you provide your real ID card that shows your full name, your birthday, your photo of yourself, your address, etc. Then you won’t have gone through all of it “ says Rina as she giggled at the thought of it while explaining to Acadia with a smirk and to the others gently.

    Oscar and the others nodded. They seem interested in it. Soraya and Acadia were still thinking about it. Jerome didn’t need to think about it. He knew that nothing bad would happen to him. He trusts Rina. 

        “ It’s up to you guys if you want to come with me and my friends. It’s not like we are forcing you guys to come isn’t that right Darwin ? “ says Rina as he sees her already calm down after the aftermath from being woken up from a deep sleep.

    Darwin was happy that she went back to her usual self. Not the hungry type of person that Darwin saw a couple of minutes ago. Jerome also calmed down too. For a brief moment. The others were waiting for their female friends’ answers as they were still thinking about it.

        “ How come we didn’t know about the Diamond Rogue night club ? We always know every night club. Since, we like to party a lot, isn't that right Jerome “ says Oliver Anderson as he looked at him when he saw him locking his fingers with her hair.

        “ Oh I didn’t know you come to a night club all the time Jerome, my love. This is the first time I’m hearing this “ says Rina as she raises her eyebrow to him after she heard Oliver mention it.

    Jerome didn’t say a word. He was quiet. He narrowed his eyes on Oliver. Like he was glaring at him. Oliver’s face was telling him ‘ I am sorry ‘ to him. He starts to panic. He doesn’t want Rina to know about what he did in the past. He’s a changed man like he always tells himself that. Rina heard his heartbeat beating fast. She knew he’s panicking. The others like Franklin and the rest pick up Jerome’s beating heart. They too raise their eyebrows at them. 

        “ Oliver, did you and Jerome always hang out in a nightclub ? I’m just curious. Not like I’ll get mad. Unless you did something that I wasn’t aware of “ says Rina as she was giggling at the thought while smiling at him and Oliver.