(Malory) Olivia and I hop into a taxi and head off to Ron’s house. She’s got directions to the house from him, and she’s pulled out the gift to show me. I love the red bow against the gold paper. A depressing thought hits me. It’s Ron’s birthday. Kyle will be there. Ever since the… incident… I’ve been distancing myself, thinking about what I should do. Why am I holding back? I should have already told someone. Every time I sit to think about it, I feel like I’m about to have a panic attack so I stop and do something else. What would it cost Kyle if he told me everything? I would know more than I already know –and what I already know is more than enough to make a person go insane. Olivia is ranting about something –but I can’t focus. I can’t focus on

