That half of me

Is it a mistake?

Kiaton gently lays me down on the bench and spreads my legs I lay there panting and waiting for more, in one swift movement his in me and boy is he deep I feel his hitting my womb with every thrust and some I'm Cummings over and over again. By my 7th o****m he flips me and and starts pounding my from behind, he's doing it hard and fast and matching every thrust with my own, soon he let's out a low moan and I know he's close, he reaches round and squeezes my boobs and rubs my hard n****e between my fingers and with one sharp tug I have the hardest o****m of my life that my p***y contracts milking him of every last drop. Soon is over and kiaton rests his head on my back neither of us can speak right now and the thoughts come flooding through.

Was this a mistake? He gonna leave again, is this part of his plan? I need to get out of here and slowly I feel the panic creep in, as if sensing this kiaton pulls out and places me on his lap.

"Aria, it's fine. Just breathe, did I hurt you? Please talk to me" his eyes show concern and love? "I'm fine just thinking. Was this a mistake? I can't help it but I know how this ends, we f**k then one of us leaves, I can't do that anymore I've had enough people leave me and I can't take no more." "this wasn't a mistake I've been wanting to do that since we came back here, I regret the past and I regret hurting you, I won't leave again. I'll help you control your demons and get past it, we can have the future we want.." "no we can't! You still believe in my sperm doner and that's something I can never accept!" I'm screaming at him as I didn't believe him at all, words are words unless I see proof I won't believe it. I storm off towards the house with kiaton following and I couldn't care if he's staring at my ass I'm pissed off, kiaton calls me to slow down but I ignore him suddenly I'm spun round with a very angry kiaton glaring at me.

"ys I believe in your father as I have learned the truth from many people, I wish I could tell you but I can't. There are somethings your father has to tell you so there for if you want to stop losing control you will have to forgive" he says this with authority but so soft you couldn't tell. "fine but why only him? And does this have to be spoken about right after our mind blowing s*x?!" I Stamp my foot out of anger and I can see him holding back a laugh, I groan then stomp inside he bursts into laughter so I turn around give him a sweet smile.. Then lock the door shut, blow a kiss and go off to get dressed. I hear him banging and begging to be let back in but I figure if he wants. To ruin my one bit of happiness then he can have a miserable night too, with that I drift off into a deep sleep.