I feel so anxious. My sight is turning blurry as my heart feels like it's been ripped into pieces. I can’t bear to lose another friend. I do not know what to do anymore and it feels like we are running out of options. At this point, I understand that it is easier to just die but... I am still hoping that the real world is waiting for us out there. That we can still get out of here. And this includes the fact that I don’t want to see us dying although tomorrow is no longer promised for us. Gosh, I feel so pathetic. I let out an air as I feel that I am losing all the hope that’s left of me. Steven must have felt like that is why he did that, too. Harris is running and I try so hard to match his pace. I know that he is so worried about his best friend. And we have to go ther

