After spending most of the day with grandpa we finally headed back to the house, I was an emotional mess, I got a few pictures taken when my grandpa woke up again before we left. This was going to be a hard month for me and Fallon, we walk into the house and I take it in for a moment, But my favorite place was the backyard, I loved this place as a kid and I still do to this day, I was slowly processing everything that was going on, I look at the time on my cell it reads 8:03pm that's London time, California it's 12:03 pm. I was beginning to feel tired and jet lagged, I was fighting it but it was getting stronger and I haven't felt the first kicks just yet. I walk to my bedroom, Go to my walk in closet to grab clothes, Then head into the bathroom, I shower then Change into pjs , Being

