Ch 29
Nathaniel Reed
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I feel like a mess
A hot mess
And I remember last night.
Every single second of it.
How much I have lost the one thing I have mastered these days...
Control.
She had again bought me into my knees..
Raw to my chest
Like a slaughtered animal on the edge of its denial.
And I can still feel the look in her face as I f****d her hard..
Because I didn't make love ,I know I didn't.
This should never have happened.
I'm engaged, for f**k's sake.
And moreover, the taste of the past will just suck the present, questioning the future.
Even though I know all of it, I am still clueless.
Clue less like a kid who has lost his mind!
I pay the medical bills, and I'm still here in this shabby little place they call a hospital.
This place is horrible…
And t
