Ch 43 Julia Thomas ♤♤♤ I should feel happy, right? If this is what he wants, I should be happy for him. But why is this so hard? Like my heart is aching… My skin is turning red, goosebumps all over A sharp pain in my stomach I can feel it inside me I want to scream out loud, angered, anguished But I find no voice.. It's like I have lost it. And I don't know where to find it. But I just want to crawl up in bed.. And never wake up.. “You think he loves her?” I turn around hearing Trevor's voice “Oh, madly” I answer, swallowing the lump in my throat Shaking the feeling of love “I don't think so, Jules. He doesn't look happy at all to me. It's like he is doing it for some business motive or something like that” Trevor shrugs, as he comes to stand next to me!

