Ch 36
Julia Thomas
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For the first time, I didn't want it to be Sunday.
And it was my day off.
Lana asked me to leave, saying I wouldn't be needed until evening.
I am sick of these games.
Which was an emotional roller coaster.
One minute we were arguing, the other minute he was f*****g me so hard that I couldn't get to walk today without feeling about the memories of the previous night.
But I breathed through that pain like I lived for it
I didn't understand what it was, anymore.
Whether the truth was that I never really stopped loving him
Or the fact that I just wanted to free myself from all the guilt within me.
Because him leaving me was the biggest wound in my life.
And it just got deeper with what had happened to dad.
Now, I just want justice for our family and hi
