Kairo POV
My body hurts
down to my head and my feet I feel drained I let out a moan in pain and it's nothing but darkness at the moment I'm sure my eyes are closed.
Honestly, I don't want them to open would seem like such a pain to me right now.
"Kairo wake up? Please " Noah, I can feel him his touch is warm which is surprising it feels nice.
"Kairo ?"
Am I scaring you, Noah? I don't want to wake up I'm tired he has to understand but then again, he might not I don’t even understand.
" KAI, wake up "My eyes shot open gasping for air I looked around to see I was in the basement of my home my eyes landed on Noah his face as he wore relief. He hugged me tight his head in the bent of my neck I hug him back as he suddenly pulls me away from him to study my face he moves my hair behind my ear.
" Are you aware of what happened to you? " I shake my head and look around the room to see a blue wolf in the corner. I start to get up and rush over to my wolf moving Noah out of my way "What happened? This is my wolf "My hands hover over her fur scared to touch her I take a deep breath and place my hand on her blue coat I've been embraced in this fur before it's so soft on my skin I look behind to see my father his poker face is showing " You ascended " I’m confused to that that even if I look at my father and his face still doesn’t have a tell " what the hell does that mean so I lose my wolf !? "
"I understand this is foreign to you sweetheart but please understand when I say your wolf is fine" I look back at my wolf and place my head on her body taking in everything my father is saying " You are an Ascendant and this may be the worst time to tell you but you are Santana's child " my eyes a widen in shock " He in-trusted me with you because he wanted you to live amongst wolves to keep you safe and he wanted to bless us with a daughter or make my people think that we have given birth to a girl since our pack was not blessed with one for many years my stomach turned I want to throw up this can’t be happening to me.
My father isn't my father, my mother isn't my mother, I was just some random person's child.
"I've been called a lot of things child but random isn't one isn't one of them " I jumped back in fear of the sudden voice that appeared beside me forming lightning in my hand "Aht aht aht" he blew his breath and it goes away " Is that a way to greet your father " my heart fell to the pit of my stomach this can't be real " Oh but it is very real darling" it's like he's reading my mind even when I have my barrier up I always have my barrier up "Well I guess Klaus explained everything before my arrival yes I am your father what's happened to you is that you ascended to the peak of your abilities and lucky for your boy toy over there who's father is dying to kill the same will happen to him after you mate "
A lot is running through my mind right now I'm trying to pinpoint all my emotions but the only one I can identify with is anger.
My family isn't my family my mother my brothers my father " But as you may know you have 4sibling a sister and you are pretty close to her "My eyes dart to Santana in curiosity " Icey is your
sister twin matter of fact "My heart is breaking little by little This man is burning my whole world to the ground this is something I could've lived without knowing " I refuse " I spoke without really thinking about it " I refuse to accept any of this I reject the idea that any of this is happening right now " I yell my life, my family, I feel a hand on my shoulder I knew it was Klauses " Kairo you have-" I cut him off smacking his hand off my shoulder " does mom know ? " his silence is speaking volumes " I look up to see my brothers staring in shock " she knows some I told her "
My heart broke even more my head started to feel like somebody was hitting it over and over My head landed on my wolf " What is wrong with her Kairo ?" I feel a hand touching my side I make a knife out of my ice and cut it " Kairo what are you doing " I turn to see it he starts stepping backward in shock and all my anger starts to bubble inside I'm pissed I'm hurt I've been betrayed I step towards him to realize I can't move
" Ascendant females are aggressive towards their male counterparts when the bond is triggered either you make her submit or you die -"
" so, you're telling me I have to fight my mat-"
" now head hurts!" I yell the ringing in my ears gets louder and louder I see my father rushing to me his hand on the shield he can't reach me " Noah please help me " his eyes wide in shock I nod my head I close my eyes waiting for him to come to terms with what I'm allowing him to do I have to come to those terms my hope is it'll help.
Allowing him to alter my mental state is asking a lot from one person and especially him, I'd never allow him to do this to me on any other given day and now I'm asking him to do this for my sake.
Noah POV
"Noah please help me" shocked not because she asked for her help but its what's she was begging me to do She was begging me to stop the pain she was begging me to control her I looked at her she nodded her head as tears roll down her eyes " Would it work? " I look at Santana " I'm sure you're aware of my abilities and what's she's asking for this is my form of getting her to submit"
Santana taps his chin "so your plan is to to block it out ? Take it out ? What is it you plan on doing Noah "
"Let the shield down," I say to Santana I don't trust him he is as shady as they come but he's her father and he knows about ascendants better than I do " she's letting her guard down she's in a lot of pain " I look at Zander him and his brothers look hurt but then again who wouldn't Klaus looks defeated imagine your child in pain and there is nothing you can do about it. so "let it down!" I yell to Santana
" Believe it or not kid I'm looking out for you, Shes in pain now, she's shutting down because she can't get to you i let it down now you're as good as dead so figure it out with it up"
I find the connection between me and her. l need her to tolerate me I need her to replace anger with calm feelings I don't need her to love me I need her to not have this anger and this need to kill me but I want her to keep the love she was hiding from me I walk towards to shield kairo falls forward into me " Lover boy saves the day " I cut my eyes at Santana he looks impressed kind of but I don't care to impress him. Annoyed is the word that describes how I feel right now I'm controlling her something I'd never do, something she would never want me to do I'd rather her kill me than have done this.
I pick her up and lay her on the couch so she can be comfortable " If Kai was like this that explains why Icey went po-" I look at Zander before he can finish feeling lightheaded, I sit on the arm of the couch “ damn dude you ok? ” Zayvier asked with worry on his face I nodded my head as Zander continued to finish his thought. " Liam and Icey are mates is that why Ice was so Aggressive?"
“ That couldn't be the case she hasn't ascended at the time so the bond wouldn't have affected her that much right ? Santana ? “ I lazily turned my head to face Santana.
“Right” Santana helps me shoot down Zander’s theory
“ It's one thing being a fully realized ascendant and finding your mate and vice versa she wasn’t fully realized at the time so no it wouldn’t be the case maybe she didn’t like Liam but now she’s fully realized and them coming face to face again it’s going to be a problem “
I look at Klaus His face is expressionless he doesn’t have anything to say “ Klaus come walk with me “ Santana breaks Klaus out of whatever trance he is in by patting his shoulder to get his attention as they walk out the door.
It became quiet it was nobody but me and Kairo, I ran my fingers through her hair with each stroke relaxing me more and more.
I sit Kairo up so I can transfer myself from the arm of the couch to sit in it letting her head lay in my lap. My eyes are starting to get heavy, I tilt my head back as my eyes close and let the warmth of darkness consume me.