daddy's girl

new life

I slipped out of the holding room quietly closing the door. A high pitched voice assaulted my ears a second later.

“Wow, can I call you daddy now. “

“Michelson you're lucky you're my partner and I agreed to only hit you once a month. “ The tall and lanky pain in my ass stalked around the corner with his hands up.

“Hey, it was just a joke. Besides, if you beat me up too bad then I can't save your life this week. I sighed and leaned against the wall. Unsure what to do next, my heart telling me one thing. My mind told me to run the opposite direction for as far as I can before this whole thing blew up in my face.

“This is a messed up situation, we have a brainwashed girl who just happens to be in mortal danger and pregnant.It is our job to get vital information from her and keep her alive. Somehow, without mentally abusing her even more. Maybe we just call a psych ward; they would be better equipped to help her transition to a normal life again.” Tim clapped my shoulder and sighed.

“Look I know it is hard to keep an objective point of view here but we have to keep the case as the number one priority. We need information she has to stop the deal. We just can't take our usual tactic. Considering hre delicate state of mind. We can't break her, or talk to her like a normal person either and ask nicely. You're the best equipped to travel this path. Just don't do anything with your clothes off. Unless you're afraid that your little bitty heart is going to get broken. You know you can't get too close to her. She is an important witness in a big case.”

The teasing raised my anger enough to make me consider backing out of my deal. Regardless of my impending death at the hands of some unknown criminal.

“ I think my delicate feelings will be just fine. I am a big boy. I will come up with a plan that makes everyone safe and keeps everyone's clothes on. “ I walked down the hall with a chuckle and good luck getting her to wear clothes following me to my office.

New doors opening

I slept a few more times and trays of food appeared but I didn't trust them enough to eat. I played with my new bear and made up stories about the new adventures we were going to have with our new daddy. He also left some crayons and paper. So , I got to draw which was fun but I wanted to see him again. I was drawing myself wearing a unicorn through a field of purple flowers, when I heard the door open again. My heart skipped a beat as I saw daddy and I knelt and looked up.

“I heard you're not eating again.”

“ I don't trust food except for you. I don't want to break the rules. I don't like ungun punishments.”

“Okay how about this, you eat the food I give you and the food I leave for you. You can eat it even if they are there to feed you. “

“Will someone else feed me, sometimes when daddy goes on trips. Uncle would look after me and he would feed me by hand. I wasn't allowed to eat by myself. In case the food was poisoned. “I will personally prepare your food everyday so you know it is safe. But you can feed yourself, you're a big girl. It's important you get enough food so you can stay healthy.”

“ Is that a rule?” I looked up, curious I sensed a different energy from my new daddy. He seemed less strict and worried all the time. I remember daddy being upset a lot he said I helped him stay sane.

“Yes that will be one rule, I won't always be around to hand feed you every meal. Listen you are going to leave this room and you are going to come live with me in my house. I am going to keep you safe okay. But you need to listen to everything I say. Can you follow all the orders I give you?”

“Sure of course. I am a good girl. You will see, I promise you won't regret this daddy. “

I looked up at his face and thought I saw a slight smile. He handed me some dark glasses in case the sun was too bright and a dress and some pretty pink scandals.

“I need you to wear this dress when we go outside. People don't normally walk around without clothes outside.”

“Do I have to wear clothes inside too,?”

“You can be naked if you want inside. I just want you to be comfortable.” I looked up and felt happy for a second. He wanted to take care of me and that felt nice. I looked down at the pink dress. It had pretty white flowers on it and a scoop neckline, so I pulled it over my head. The fabric was feeling weird against my skin. I pulled the pretty white scandals on my feet and stood in front of daddy. I pulled my arms up ready to be picked up and carried. He had a strange look on his face; it wasn't quite a frown or a smile but something in between. He pulled me up in his strong arms and walked out the door. Placing the sunglasses over my face as we walked down a bright gray hallway. There was bright light shining as we stopped outside and I was glad for the dark sunglasses. As I squinted at the sun hit my face. It had been a long time since I had been outside. I snuggled close as we got in a car and I felt us move forward. I couldn't see anything outside the tinted windows but I heard lots of honking and people talking. It was very loud. I looked out the windows at all the big tall buildings and people rushing around. All sorts of cars were rushing around including bright yellow ones, and a name, taxi popped into my head.

“Does anything look familiar?” daddy asked,

“I don't know, I haven't been outside for a long time. Daddy said it was dangerous, I spent most of my time in my room. People came to visit me like my uncle and my babysitter lucy.” A strange look passed his face as he asked some more questions.

“Did you ever meet any of your daddy's work colleagues?”

“Only sometimes, I mostly spent time alone. Sometimes we would play together. “

I looked out the window thinking about the past as the car started to slow down. I think part of me missed my old life but was also excited about my new life. A nagging voice in the back of my brain said I could change. What would I change myself into? The car stopped while i was thinking and we stepped out in front of a tall building. The sun shined brightly