21LanceI wake with sunlight on my face and Felicia in my arms.
I keep my eyes closed for a long time, savoring this moment. I am hers now, make no mistake, and she is mine. The thought of leaving her now disgusts me. I can’t believe I even tried it. I’m so glad she caught up with me I can’t even put it into words. Something happened last night, something which has never happened with any other woman. We f****d, but it was more than that. The phrase making love comes to mind. I never knew what it meant until now.
“Are you awake?” Felicia’s voice is dreamy.
“Yeah.” I smile when she kisses my chest. Such a simple gesture, and yet so full of meaning.
What about the job, Lance? a voice whispers. A hateful voice. What about your life? You know you can’t stay with this woman, can’t ever reall
