I’ve been trying to sleep for the last 30 minutes but I can’t, I wish I could read something to keep my mind off things. I press the button on the side table with the hope that the doctor or nurse or the maid will come. If I knew Ayanda would answer and come I wouldn’t use it. “You called for someone” he tells me when he walks into the room. “Yes, but not you” I tell him, Bova also enters. “Ayanda tells me Kelly told him you found something on Bheki’s laptop about my wife” Dave also walks into the room like he owns it. I feel betrayed all over again, how could they bring Dave to the house after what he did to me. The hurt, anger and hatred that I have kept inside me just explodes, I cry so hard especially for my baby, I’m too weak to say anything. Ayanda holds me while I’m crying. I

