I pinched the bridge of my nose as I stayed behind stage, listening to the guys sing and the girls scream. Even though BSB wasn’t as huge as they were in the Millennium days, they could still get a screaming arena. I leaned against the wall, my mind still not quite calming down as dozens of thoughts raced through it. Was I doing the right thing? Would I really be able to finish this damn deal once and for all? How I wanted it, but was I just pushing my luck? I sighed, feeling a little hand start tapping the back of my leg.
“Yes little one?”
“Mommy.” I turned, frowning as I saw the worried look in her eyes. God, did she look like Nick. I had seen that same abused and worried look in his eyes and it matched Tamara’s right now.
“What’s wrong honey?” I knelled down and looked at
