LUXURIA.
I had scanned through every single page of the book, but the part I was interested in was nowhere to be found.
I was going insane with worry.
I do not have anyone to talk to about this. I felt so alone in this world. If only my mother were alive...
I wiped off a tear from my eye.
Whatever it was that happened to my mother was unfair to me. I was raised to suffer alone in this wicked world where no one cared.
My hands trembled. I had to get hold of myself in order not to snap. I don't know what would happen if I truly allowed the full extent of this strange illness to take over me.
I know I am just sick. Nothing more. I just had to find a solution to it. I only chose to call it a curse because it has tormented me even more than I could bear.
I am sick. That's all it i
