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Erica
My whole world was falling apart and I wasn’t sure I could take the shame and pain that accompanied it.
Knowing that Josh probably now hated me made my heart hurt and it was all thanks to that scheming devil of a woman called Emily.
Every minute I wished I had never gone to her to talk things out or beg her because it had yielded nothing. And honestly, I blamed myself woefully for ever thinking I could change Emily’s mind.
After all I had stolen her life and her husband, so definitely she hated me and I had to live with that.
I dialed Josh’s line for the eighth time that morning and still yet he wasn’t picking my call. There was no asking why Josh eas avoiding my calls because I knew why. It was because he didn’t believe in me anymore and defending me had only cost him ever
