But life is not what we always decide. I heard his voice again in my ears.
Yes, my Xian ge called me again. with so much pain in his voice.
"What? Why?? My Xian ge is in pain...but why?? Why my Xian ge is in pain. I can't let him be in pain...No I need to help my Xian ge. I need to get up right now. I need to get up."
That time all I think and did was what my heart asked me to do. I tried hard to open my eyes and I saw him again.
Sitting near me, my head in his lap, calling me...Almost shouting at me or for me. His one hand under my neck and one hand constantly tapping my left cheek. His broken pearls wet my face and shirt. I tried to call him from his stupor but it got difficult to speak but still, I called him in my horse voice and he came out of his daze.
"Xian ge.........."
"Judi
