REGRET!!!!
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Third person's P.O.V
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When , Lucifer heard about that will of Tara , he felt like ground slipped from his feet. Shock, pain guilty and regret , these emotions flooded inside him. He can't decide what should he have to do now.
He can't believe myself that he got wrong information . It's really unbelievable that Tara is not that type of girl that Lucifer used to thought. he is in great turmoil. Now he had to confirm each and every thing .
With staggered feet , he rushed towards his car to his house . In whole ride his mind was occupied by the thoughts of Tara.
When , he reached my mansion , he called that spy who was hired by me to collect information of Tara , Lucifer wanted to confirm each and every thing from beginning.
It's really tiring , the thought of Tara gave me headache, I sat on the couch and massaged my temples of my forehead to reduce the ache.
"You are responsible for the death of Tara, because of you she died . Even her own family hates her because you", yelled a teenager boy. Actually that boy was no one but that innocent, loving and caring Lucifer who was brutally killed by the cruel world.
" Shut up!!!! I had not done anything wrong and it's not proved yet she is innocent ", mocked Lucifer to that imaginary boy.
'" And what happened when she proved innocent. How you will face the reality ??. How will you will punish your as I know that ruthless mafia king never forgives for any mistake to anyone ?? How will you show your face to your dead father , who always taught you that , never punish any innocent in your life. How will you ask for forgiveness from Jahaan that you are the one who is responsible for snatching his mother once again", that boy bombarded questions one by one .
These questions were like that someone is shooting daggers on him . These questions really hurts him deeply. These questions of lingering inside him and now this was unbearable for him
"SHUT UPPP!!!!!!, screamed Lucifer at the top of his lungs while closing his ears with his palms and kneeled down like a helpless kid.
He took out medicines from his pocket and gulped it instantly to calm herself . After the death of Tara , Lucifer usually had that type of hallucination which that boy accused that he had done unfair with Tara .In the fire of revenge , he didn't thought about her point of view ,even he didn't asked her to prove her innocence.
Actually , deep down Lucifer felt that Tara was innocent after the fire blast . But he brushed all the thought by excusing that may be she regretted for her sins that's why she saved you .These type of feeling totally disturbed Lucifer. In the first time Lucifer felt some pain after taking revenge from someone. Tara's thought really made his mental conditions unstable . Before , he could got damaged beyond repair, he saw the psychiatric for that issue. The doctor told him that , it's due to stress and gave some medicines for relief. Lucifer , took it as he already knew that he can't take risk for his mental condition.
Lucifer was still drowned in the deep pool of confusions and questions ,when his maid informed that Mr. Ryan wanted to meet him. Lucifer ordered that maid to ask Mr. Ryan to come in his study room.
The maid obliged his orders and goes from there. After sometime Lucifer gathered some reality to face the reality and walks to his study room.
When , he entered there , Ryan turned his face towards the Lucifer. Lucifer stomped towards him furiously and asked angrily , " Why did you gave me fake information about Tara" and threw the red file which has all information about Tara.
Rayan grabbed it and started reading . While reading a frown appear on his face.
" This is not the information that I had send , someone had changed it .", said Rayan
" Don't give your f*****g excuse !!!!. Because of you I had misunderstood someone", Yelled Lucifer and grabbed the collar of Rayan tightly.
" I had never gave any excuse sir , I had the exact copy of information which I had kept before sending the data and that file is not the same which I sent. I can surely say that because I personally spied on Miss . Tara and everything written on that is fake information ", explained Ryan.
When Lucifer heard that , he felt like his world turned from upside to down. His face became pale , he can't understand that how he can do that with someone .
Now he ,is out of control ,he starts behaved like a raged bull and started throwing the each and every thing inside the room. On the other hand Ryan got scared and ran from there as he don't want to face the wrath of Lucifer.
While , Lucifer still behaved like a mad man . He is angry but at the same time he felt guilty . He ran his hands in his hairs and clutched his hairs tightly and screamed , " ARghhhhh!!!!!! why destiny played so cruel game with me. Why , I again an innocent got ruined by me ???? while staring the ceilings aimlessly.
Lucifer put out his phone and ordered his men to kidnap Kavya because now he wanted to unfold every lies that Kavya told. He knew that now he can't bring the back what he lost . And for that he can't forgive himself .
While somewhere
when Ananya woke up she found himself on the couch . Her hand was bandaged and Derek and was sitting beside her.
" Why did you save me Derek . I don't want to live this pathetic life. Person like me never deserve to live a happy life, please end my life . I can't take all the burdens of my sins ", pleaded Ananya weakly.
" I know Ananya , how it felt when you found yourself the reason of all the miseries , pain and agony of the person you loved. I also suffered through that but you know the irony is we can't die . It's will be our desire . We can't end the dark chapter of our life . We are bounded by shackles of the responsibility of Jahaan. Think how , Tara felt when she came to know that we left Jahaan alone to survive in that world. We had to live for Jahaan and spend the whole life in pain , regret and agony of losing our Tara by our unforgivable mistakes . Maybe god wants to punish us like that way , " said Derek while still having eyes fills of tears which only defined the pain he felt at that time.
Ananya nod her head in approval as she thought that killing herself will be less painful than the living whole life in guilt .She closed her eyes and whispered , " Maybe this way I can realize your pain Tara !!!"
On , the other hand Jahaan was crying continuously ,he was scared of todays act . Alex tried hard to console her ,even tried many tactics to divert him but all his attempts were futile. When , Jahaan found that Ananya woke up he ran towards her recklessly and hugged her tightly.
"Massi ( aunt) , you also wanted to leave me like maa left me alone. Why you all wanted to go away from me . Am I that bad. I promise that from now , I will gave answer to your all questions properly and eat my food on time but don't leave me. Otherwise , I can't leave without you ", complaint Jahaan with red puffy eyed.
When Ananya heard that threat she put the palm on the mouth of Jahaan and whispered "Don't say that again like that , you are the sole reason to live my pathetic life. If anything happened to you , I will die at that moment.
This scene was too much emotional for Derek , he pulled both of them towards him and hugged her tightly
" You both are the reason of my survival. I will always protect you until my last breath " promised Derek as he made his mind that from now he will devote his life in fulfilling his responsibility .
" Now , we all are together , we will make our team and find maa and when we found her we lock her inside my room for lifetime " said Jahaan with excitement.
When Derek and Ananya heard that their heart clenched in pain as they knew that they can't get back what they lost and for that they will regret each second.
But destiny had other cruel plans for them. Soon they will face the dark face of their life where everyone dies every single second !!!!!
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