Lucifer's P.O.V
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.You was really an angel who was tainted by the devil.
I wish that , I earlier realized that , you are the love of my life . I wish that accept that fact that you made me fall for your innocence . But now it's too late for me because damage had already caused .
Your innocence forced the ruthless Lucifer fall on his knees.
Without you I am incomplete . In this life can't give you the life that you deserve but in my next life life , I pray to the god to give me a second chance to love and cherish you..
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Everyday Lucifer confessed that while kneeling in front of the cementry of Tara ,to mourn for her after the day that he found Tara innocent.
There is no single moment whenever he didn't thought and cried for Tara. . He always regrets to harm her in worst way of his torture .
Now he lived his life like a living corpse who is breathing only to pay for his sins.
Every day he felt unbearable pain and despiration for Tara. Every nights Tara's screams , pleadings and beggings for mercy haunts him in his nightmares. He can't sleep with peace.
His room and mansion only flashed his torture on the Tara. For Lucifer, his mansion became a haunted house . But he didn't leave that mansion by the thought that maybe that's his destiny and he deserve it.
Day by day he became mentally disturbed. Now he behaved like abnormal. He locked himself inside his dark room with no sign of light . He didn't even refused to meet with anyone. He also got panic attacks. Slowly he became a mental patient . He conditions getting worst day by day . Every night he harms himself like he harmed Tara with his torture. Because he thought that he deserve that even worse.
" You will also feel the pain of loosing someone you love everyday. Every day you cry for her like a helpless person" , these curses of Tara were roamed inside his brain before darkness consumed him.
" I deserve that " , was the last word of the Lucifer before he closed his eyes.