Jaylen Holy sh.t! Now I understand why she kept offering me liquor. She had already had enough for both of us. Even though she was far from drunk, I can tell that she believed it helped. Last night's conversation was nothing compared to this monster she just landed on my lap. I had no words. I was like a fish out of water, gasping for air, for words. Looking through the files and back at her, my head was ready to explode. I needed air, I needed to breathe. Being in this condo right now was suffocating the life out of me. So, I did the only thing I could clearly think of, I ran. I ran till my lungs gave out, till my legs collapsed. Sitting at the park where we had our picnic a few months ago, I still couldn’t think. My mind was blank, my heart pounding for the world to hear. This ca

