HARPER'S POV
I swear the second that new potion touched my tongue, I knew I messed up. My body locked up like I'd swallowed fire. It burned through me, not like the first one—that one was painful, yeah, but this? This felt like it was rewriting something inside me. My lungs felt like they were collapsing. I couldn't scream, couldn't even shift. My wolf went dead silent again like she was backing away, like even she couldn't handle the heat.
Rae had to pin me down so I didn't convulse off the bed. Jax kept shoving water at my mouth like it would help like it would cool something this violent. It didn't. The pain went on for what felt like hours, days, I don't even know. At some point, I blacked out. When I came to, everything was quiet.
Too quiet.
No scent. Not even my own. It
