Chapter 22 Saying Last GoodbyesMy heart is shattered, I have lost Trinity yet again. She was so close within my reach and it fell apart before it could even start. I love this woman so damn much but I cannot be with her. It f*****g kills me, it is eating me up alive, and god, there is nothing that I can do about it.
And now I have to go face Vic and tell him that I took my eye off the ball and I nearly got her killed. I can t do this, I am supposed to be strong, but I feel weak to the bone. I don t and I cannot f*****g do this.
I cannot lose Trinity.
But I have to, giving her up will be the hardest thing I will ever do in my life. Seeing those brown eyes swim in nothing but sorrow, is the worst torture that I have ever felt. I feel like falling into an abyss and simply disappear.
Trini
