Sugar Love | 18+

drive home

"That your dad?"

Halos bumagsak sa lapag ang puso ko nang biglang nagsalita si Sir.

Shit. Nawala sa isipan ko na narito sya. Gusto kong maiyak sa kahihiyan na narinig nya malamang ang mga sigaw ni Papa sa akin. And the way I acted. I'm not a model child, he's probably disappointed in me. Gusto ko na lang kainin ng lupa, please.

"He's an asshole."

Napakurap-kurap ako sa kung paano nya sinabi iyon. It was like he was biting back every ounce of anger for my father. "He is," I bit my lip and tried not to cry.

"You're an adult. I understand strict parents, but that's not the way he should be talking." He gripped the gear like he's choking someone.

I know I shouldn't be like this in this situation, but goddamn that's hot.

Natawa na lang ako sa naiisip ko. Napagalitan na ko't lahat-lahat at malamang ay maraming sermon at sigaw na naman ang aabutin ko pero heto ako't pinagpapantasyahan pa rin si Sir.

"Are you starting to go insane?" he asked, amusely.

Pinunasan ko ang kaunting luha na lumandas sa pisngi ko at huminga ng malalim. "I live with emotionally and mentally abusive parents, you think I'll be sane?" I looked at him pointedly.

Sumandal sya sa driver seat at saka bumuntong hininga. "I'm sorry you have to deal with that," he whispered with genuine sincerity.

I smiled sadly. "Pasalamat nga sila at hindi pa ako napapariwara e. I don't do drugs. I only drink occasionally. I only ever smoked a cigarette once," he smiled at me. "And I'm still a virgin," I shrugged. He raised his eyebrows at me like he's surprised. "Technically," pagdidiin ko.

"Good girl," he said with his deep husky voice.

Napalunon ako sa narinig ko. How to not be horny, po? "Maybe I should rebel a bit?"

Pumungay ang mga mata nyang nakatutok lang sa akin, ang kamay nya ay gumapang sa aking hita. "Hmm. Maybe?"

"Well. Late naman na talaga ako at panigurado naman nang pagagalitan ako ngayon e, so…" I took his hand inside my thighs higher, almost touching me down there.

He groaned. "Kat…" I played innocent. "I don't want you to get scolded too harshly."

Inirapan ko sya at hinarap ko ang katawan ko at inilapit ang sarili lalo sa kanya. Inilagay ko ang kamay ko sa kanyang hita na nagpaungol sa kanya. I stroked his thigh up and down. Lalo pa akong nagpadala sa libido ko. "Pagagalitan naman ako eitherway, Sir. Edi susulitin na?" pagpapacute ko.

Napapikit sya na para bang pinagtatalunan ng utak nya ang magiging desisyon. "We're in a car. In the middle of the road… with other cars," mahina nyang protesta.

I smirked. "Car's heavily tinted. And surely, they'll honk at us if we have to move forward?" pagpapacute ko uli. Seems effective kasi.

He groaned and his hand slid to the side of my neck to seal my lips with a torrid kiss. The kiss was deep and screamed s*x. My hand moved to his bulge to stroke it but he didn't let me, he stopped kissing my lips and whispered, "Naughty little girl."

I moaned when he started unbuttoning my jeans. "Sir~"

"Let's continue where we left earlier, yes?" I nodded desperately at his question.

His hand slipped into my underwear and cupped my folds. Napaungol ako nang gumalaw ang daliri nya. My back arched and I leaned my hips towards his hand.

"You're so fùcking wet, baby. Right in the middle of the road. So, so f*****g naughty," he rasped as he kissed me. Ako'y napaungol nang maramdaman ko ang pagkasabik nang dila nya, para bang ginagaya ang mosyon ng daliri nya kaya naman naimagine ko na kung anong kayang gawin noon sa akin. I grew hornier by the second and became more frantic to sacrifice my pùssy to his hand.

I feel like I'm about to burst into flames. Ibinaba ko ang pantalon ko hanggang sa tuhod ko para mas maibuka pa ang binti. God, I feel like a whöre! But honestly, if it's for him, I will be anything.

"Fùck, you want it that bad, huh? I never enjoyed this city's traffic until now," he growled before kissing me. Mas lalong naging marahas ang pagkakahawak nya sa akin and for some reason, I liked that. I liked the idea that he was getting feral with me. Nagustuhan ko na mas naging marahas ang paghawak nya sa akin, lalo pa nang inumpisahan nyang ipasok ang kanyang daliri roon.

"SIIIIIIRRR~" hinihingal ako nang bumitaw sa halik nya. Bumaba ang halik nya sa leeg ko. And he knows there's that one sensitive spot on my neck that just makes me crazy. I thrusted my hips into his hand, wanting his fingers to be deeper in me. "Ahh~" napaungol ako nang matumbok nya ang aking G-spot. "Sige pa, Sir~ Please~"

Nababaliw na ako sa pagkasabik ko sa kanya, lalo pa nang bumaba ang halik nya sa dibdib kong hindi ko napansin ay nilalaro ko pala. He just has that power over me. Dinilaan nya ang dibdib ko at sinupsop iyon na parang walang bukas. Palapit ako nang palapit sa tuktok habang finifingger nya at isinusubo ang dibdib ko. This man can sure multitask!

Makakalbo ng di oras si Sir sa pagsabunot ko sa kanya. "Sir Daddy~ Ah~" Hindi ko na macontrol ang pagtili ko nang ipasok nya ang pangalawang daliri.

Kung kanina ay mabilis ang paglabasmasok ng daliri nya, ngayon ay bumagal ito at mas lalong dumidiin kada pasok. Para bang ito ang gagawin nya sa akin gamit ang kanyang tìti kung may mangyayari man sa amin. f**k! Bumilis na naman ang kanyang mosyon at ngayon ay dinagdagan nya ng hinalalaking humahaplos sa c**t ko. "Sir daddy! I'm gonna-"

Hindi ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko nang labasan ako. He kissed my mouth while still working his fingers on my pùssy after I came. Basang-basa ako roon. I've never experienced anything like this. Hindi ko inaasahang ganito kagrabe ang epekto nya sa akin. Even when my legs are still shaking, while his hand was still on me, I can't help but grind on it more. "I want more~"

Pero narinig namin ang magkabilaang mga busina ng sasakyan. Namula ako nang naalalang we're still in kind of a public place. He smirked and took his hands off me. He started driving with his dry hand while licking off the hand that touched me. He moaned at the taste and I almost died.

It took time for me to recover from that whole scene. Hindi rin nakakatulong na tanaw na tanaw ko ang paghagod nya sa umbok ng pantalon nya. God, if it's really that hard and big-

"I don't want to mess you up any more than I already did," sabi ni Sir habang nakatingin pa rin sa kalsada. "Definitely don't want you arguing to your parents with a mouth that still has traces of me," he smirked.

Napafacepalm ako sa mga pinagsasasabi nya. "I wasn't thinking about giving you head," I lied. He chuckled.

"God, traffic really is a f*****g problem here," pagrereklamo nya.

Malapit naman na kami. "May merging kasi dyaan, tapos masikip yung kalsada kasi ginagawa 'yung road widening," paliwanag ko. "Ito naman na 'yung last na part na matraffic. Kapag nakatawid na tayo doon, magaan naman na ang daloy."

Ipinaliwanag ko rin ang mga karanasan ko sa traffic sa lugar na ito at ang mga ideya ko kung paano malulutas ang problema.

I think I got too giddy explaining that to him because he looks very amused at me right now. He's so cute. I can't explain it but the way he looks at me right now is so cute. Kaya naman medyo natatawa ako ng tanungin ko sya, "What?"

He shrugged and pretended that it wasn't a big deal, "Nothing." At syempre naman, hindi ako naniwala kaya tinanong ko uli sya. "I was just surprised you knew that much and you had those ideas."

"Bakit? Matalino naman ako, ah? Of course, I have ideas."

He smiled. "It's not a dig on your intelligence or anything, I just didn't know you were that passionate about it." I shrugged. Araw-araw ko pinoproblema e kaya siguro ganoon. "Our school offers Transportation Engineering as a specialization, you should probably check on that."

I smiled widely, "Ayun na nga! Originally, nag-civil engineering lang ako kasi si Knight iyon ang pinili tapos maraming sumunod sa kanya. Ayaw ko namang walang kakilala sa klase kaya ayun, nag-CE na rin ako."

Wala rin naman kasi akong gustong kurso talaga. I went to MIT thinking about architecture pero hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari sa parte na iyon. Medyo nadala ako sa mga sabi-sabi na mas mataas ang engineer na posisyon at mas madaming pera roon. Tsaka nga kasi hindi naman ako loner. Ayokong walang kakilala.

"Who's Knight? Your ex?" Napahagalpak ako ng tawa sa tanong ni Sir. It's definitely unladylike to snort while laughing but I did.

"Yuck! Knight? Ex ko?" Natawa pa akong muli. "No, no, no!" Pinunasan ko ang luha ko galing sa pagtawa. "Naging magkaklase kami sa MIT nung high school. Sya pinakanaging close ko kasi mahilig din 'yun sa video games at anime."

Napatango-tango sya. But he still had that pensive look on his face.

Kumunot ang noo ko. "No, seriously," paliwanag ko. "At tsaka ex ni Selena 'yon. Hindi akin. Hindi ko naman nagustuhan 'yon. Ni hindi nga nagsasalita 'yun kung minsan tsaka naman ang lakas mang-asar no'n."

I bit my lip reminiscing the days when he was here. Nakakamiss din 'yong gagong 'yun.

"Okay. You didn't have to be so defensive about it." Kumunot ang noo ko doon. Anong defensive? Ako? Defensive? Huh? E totoo namang hindi ko nagustuhan 'yon! Masaya lang syang kasama! Tsaka sobrang mahal no'n si Selena. Di naman ako ahas.

Bago pa ako makasagot uli ay nagkilay berde na ang stoplight at nawala na rin sa isip ko ang dapat na sasabihin ko dahil ngayon ay mas nangingibabaw ang kaba ko sa sermon na maririnig pagdating ko sa bahay.

I tried to find the right words to say sa mga tanong na maaaring ibato sa akin. Nag-isip na ako ng mga palusot at hinanda ko na ring ibaon lahat ng emosyon ko para hindi ako maiyak kapag sinigawan mamaya.

Nang nasa subdivision na namin kami, sinabi ko kay Sir na sa ibang kanto ako ibaba para hindi makita ang sasakyan nya.

"You sure you're going to be okay?" he asked me softly.

Tumango ako. "Sanay na ko," I gave him a small smile. Nakaayos na ang gamit ko at lalabas na lamang ako pero parang ayaw ko pa.

Hinaplos nya ang buhok ko and then he tucked it to my ear. "Let me know how it goes," he said and gave a sweet kiss.

"I will," bulong ko.

He gave my forehead a kiss and told me to go since it's already late.

I smiled and braced the s**t I'll have to face at home.