Gwyn
I stayed in bed for another hour, thinking about how everything had changed in a blink of an eye. Just over a week ago, I thought Gabriel would be the man I spend the rest of my life with, yet here I am, planning my future with someone else. I wonder for a moment if I am moving too fast, but then I remember how short life is. My father was thirty-four when he passed away in that car accident and I am four years away from thirty-four. My father had a full life with the woman of his dreams and I doubt that he had any regrets aside from not being able to watch me grow up. I know life isn't a race, but I don't want to die young and regret not following my heart.
I finally pull the covers back and get out of bed, walking to the bathroom to take a shower. I flinch as I walk, but I love t
