My brother's friend is my mate

Insan3

I walked over to the wall tracing the words with my fingers. Help me "Help me," I say shaking my head "why is help me carved multiple times," I say tears welling up in my eyes. 

"He was going insane," Daniel says clenching his jaw "THE WHOLE f*****g TIME," He says "IM SUPPOSED TO BE HIS BEST FRIEND HOW THE f**k DID I NOT KNOW?" he says punching a hole in the wall walking out 

"It alright follows him," Paige says "Thanks," I say running out after him grabbing his arm "Hey don't blame yourself I was his twin sister... I..I should have known something was going on" I say crying 

He wrapped me up in a hug holding me closely rocking me a little kissing my forehead 

"We all should have known," he says 

"But he hid it so well that we didn't," I say 

"Guys," "guys," Paige says running out with a book in her hand "His journal," I say "it might tell us where he is and how we can help him," I say smiling taking the journal out of pages hand skipping to the latest entry 

11/07/19 

Every day I walk down the same hall to Malachi's cell he's interesting not like normal a wolf he's different more controlling and convincing. he gets in your mind like he's been doing to me every day I can't help but crave to be tortured through my mind. He knows my weaknesses and uses them against me. I need to get rid of him so I'm letting him go free ill take him to the pack borders and set him free so he can't control me anymore. 

29/07/19

Its been weeks I have convinced them that I know nothing. I know everything. 

1/08/19 

I need help. I have to kill. Not want to. Must leave. He controls me. 

2/08/19 

YOU MUST Remember. Snake Lake. Bending tree. swing. wolf form. under. Right. Middle. hidden.  

"That's all," I say handing the book to daniel