I wondered if my life could be even more unstable. I was on two edges of a sword.
I was the happiest woman on the planet, then all of a sudden, I was a little girl who feared for her life.
Was putting my suspicions, fears and thinking aside when I was with him a good way of coping with all this mess? Or was I just postponing a downfall which was going to happen no matter what I did?
Was I making everything worse?
After that night, he prepared the most delicious meals for me since he was still celebrating my birthday. We hiked in the forest and I saw many beautiful views but nothing matched his.
But good things always come to an end. When I came home, I faced reality.
I couldn't stay at home, the walls were coming towards me and I felt choked.
"I have to go to the office, they
