"If I am important to you why do I feel like s**t, Aiko? Why do I feel abandoned by you?" he asked with a pain in his voice. Ilang beses na nagbukas sara ang bibig ko para magsalita pero hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin sa kaniya that I myself is also a s**t that I can't accommodate someone else's feelings. "And if you're wondering why I am with so many girls. It's because I've been trying to see if I can feel the same thing I felt with you." Ilang minuto din akong napatitig sa mga mata ni Luke na nakiki-usap habang nakatingin sa akin. Nakakapanibago namakita si Luke na ganito. He was always cold yet caring. Pero ngayon ay napaka-expressive niya. "Aiko," he muttered my name as if muttering it is painful na maging ako ay nasaktan na marini

