▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ There are moments like this that makes it hard for a person like me to make a decision. Zane confessing to me out of the blue left me surprised, but isn't this what I wanted? Him to return the slight feeling that I had blooming for him. I left him hanging last night, I didn't have the backbone to respond to him. It was as if everything seemed so surreal, I even tried to pinch myself back to reality. Nothing worked, it was as if he genuinely meant it. The doorbell rings loudly, I groan waiting for Dylan to answer the door as usual. However, he doesn't, "Dylan can you open the door!" I yell, he doesn't respond to my demand. I shake my head, he doesn't ever answer the door whenever I'm feeling lazy and tired. Brothers like Dylan are useless, sometimes I wonder why I wa

