Chapter 11Anthony collapsed in the middle of his apartment and just screamed. He screamed and he beat his fists into the floor before dragging his nails through his hair and ripping through his scalp until it hurt. He’d f****d it up. He’d f****d it up, and now he was back in his stifling apartment with that thick, heavy, and inescapable air. It was like the dreams were coming out into reality, as everything tumbled apart around him. It was just another thing he’d f****d right up. He could hear it in Hector’s voice, too. If you weren’t such a failure. Maybe you’re the b***h. All he ever did was care about you, and this is how you repay him. What if Anthony’s behavior drove Gabriel to do something rash? Would he be able to deal with that consequence? Would he be able to deal with it, when

