The Rogue Luna

Fixing a broken mate bond

Vixon

I felt the air thicken when he chuckled. It was deep. It filled my head with vivid sensations of lust and hatred. His blue eyes were the first thing I saw when he walked around the corner. His nervous lip bite and sweaty hands were the second. I tried to make myself set up straighter. I refused to let him try to call me the Future Luna of My pack a rogue. My heart broke a little bit. The sudden need to fill my lungs with air caused me to wince in the brain that followed. I couldn't breathe right, the air stung my insides like tiny knieves scrapping my throat and inside the soft tissue of my lungs. My ribs started aching. I couldn't stop the tears. I swear I was just a cry baby after the months of being taken from my life. My Mothers friend looked at me with sorrow in her eyes. She turned to the man in front of me and glared. The tension between them could be cut with an ax.

"Jenson you didnt tell me that you already made an entire ass of yourself in front of this sweet girl. Calling the daughter of my childhood friend a rouge. Not a smart idea you idiotic boy. What would your father think of all of this? "

I looked at the man who yesterday was anything but the shy and timid guy I saw before me now. He ran a hand threw his hair. He looked at me and I felt a flutter in my heart. I tried to ignore it but I knew if I had a tail. it would be wagging right now. Something good about being a wolf is the tail only comes out with the wolf body. He was tall and down right sexy. If he had been like this yesterday I doubt I'd be so mad. His face seemed to hold stories of hard decisions and bad situations.

" He isnt the same ass he was last time. He seems almost sweet now. Where was this man yesterday? "

My wolf Rin spoke in my head. Her voice was more sultry than mine. I thought about her beautiful fur and her big bright eyes. She had been recovering nicely due to around clock care of the doctor and nurses here. It was strange to only have female care. I figured it was a because woman are better at healthcare then men. At home the women were way better at being nurses and doctors than the males were. I didn't know hiw other packs worked but ours found balance in every ones strengths and weaknesses.

" Hes kinda sexy when he is like this. He has that bad boy, mommys boy vibe. "

I internally gagged. I refused to like this monster. He is only being nice because his mother is here. I didn't feel as strong a connection as I did when we first got together.

"Not after what he said about us, remember we will never be worth a damn to him. Dont even think about it ..... he will reject us we will accept and move on with our life's. We need to return hone anyways. "

She scuffed. I coukd feel her getting restless and wanting to get out and play.

" He hasnt rejected us yet, and if he gets us in bed he never will. I can make a grown man cry. "

I rolled my eyes, no way I was giving into this ass. I turned my head to his mother. The thought of ever having a man inside me again hurt. I felt my lower body burning and hurting from the pain. I decided to ignore him and focus on his mother who I already loved dearly. I remembered her from years ago.

" May you continue telling me about how you met your mate, You were saying my mother set you two up together? "

She laughed and I saw the tear roll down her cheek. The memory making her happy and sad all at the same time.

" Your mother was a hot mess. Always had boys drooling and men begging. I was not so lucky. She was this gorgeous woman with soft hair a delicate laugh and her body was always the perfect amount of curves. "

I looked down at my not so perfect body. My curves were bold much like my personality. I wasnt anything like my mother. I remember hoping I'd be as beautiful as my mother when I was younger. However I dont think I'm ugly by any means. I looked up at my mothers friend and the mother of my mate who more than likely hates my guts.

" She had begged me to go to this dance with the Alphas children. She said she could get me in even though I wasnt that rank. She basically pulled the my daddy is more important than your daddy......She was great like that. She was down to earth with me but stuck up with others of her rank. It's why I adored her as a friend. "

she wiped a few tears from her cheeks as she smiled at me.

" You have her eyes full of love and understanding. You will make a stunning Luna. "

I felt my throat go dry. Jenson coughed and turned towards the window. His silence was more than enough confirmation of his decision to keep me at arms length.

" Mom why dont we let her sleep she is still recovering. She will need her strength to get better. "

I wanted to oppose but I saw the doctor walk in. Her hair in a tight bun as she pressed the clipboard to his chest pushing him back across the room.

" Oh No you dont Alpha Jenson. Ms. Blackwell is been released into your mother care as requested by herself as the Mother of the Alphas and the Luna of this pack till your Mate is found. Mrs. Ophelia can I have you sign these and then have you hand them to Ms Blackwell and then bring them to the nurse station before you all leave. Ms Blackwell I'm sorry about the....well you know. I will see you back here in a week for a checkup. "

I smiled in satisfaction, ha looks like he is gonna have to deal with me even longer than he wanted. I was almost giddy with the idea of making his day hell. I knew I didnt belong here nor would I stay here long. Just until I could contact someone about helping me rebuild my home. I took a deep breath while filling out paperwork. Mrs. Ophelia took the paperwork and left the room. I turned towards the man the moon goddess herself gave me.

" Dont worry I have no plans to stay here. In fact I will be leaving as soon as i can secure my home land again. No need to stress about my presence. You may continue your affairs with women and I'll leave and go on with my life. In fact I'll Just be a lone Luna I dont see what I could possibly accomplish with a mate that's already an Alpha. "

His eyes were wide and his nostrils were flaring. It was in the moment I realized I had misread his entire visit here today.

Jenson

She looked so beautiful even when she was basically rejecting me. Her hair cascading down her shoulders the braids were redone in her hair and I couldnt stop looking at her.

" What did you just say to me? You think I'm going to allow you to leave this pack? "

Her eyebrows furried together an Alpha demanding an Luna to bow before him especially his mate is unheard off. I couldnt stop myself from unleashing the anger in my heart.

" You're not going anywhere! you're not allowed to leave end of discussion so you better get the hell over this idiotic idea of rebuilding a pack by yourself. You are my mate and I am not allowing you to go anywhere. "

Her eyes went wild and I swear if I could see the hole I'd just dug myself I'd be halfway to hell.

" Allowed! look here puppy boy I am the daughter of a strong Alpha and I dont need you to allow me to do s**t! so back off! "

We were head to head growling and I wanted to kiss her so bad. She looked at me before locking her teeth and I saw the decision hit her eyes before I could stop her.

" I Vixon Blackwell hereby reject you... "

" Stop! "

My mother clamped her hand over Vixons mouth. Tears steaming down her face as she held her hand over my mates mouth. Stopping her mid rejection, even though I felt the pain starting it quickly stopped and I could breath easy again.

" Once you finish that sentence you can never go back, no matter how angry you are you cant reject your mate without causing you both massive damage. Please stop I cant allow you to reject your mate without knowing the real him "

My mother slowly let Vixon go. Her eyes darted between me and my mother before she looked at the floor. My mother walked over to me then back handed a slap across my face. I stumbled back for an almost retired Luna she packed one hell of a hit.

" You i***t! Did I teach you nothing about mates! This is your only chance of happiness and you're over here trying to command your mate your Luna! I wish your father was here to beat some sense into your thick skull! Not to mention her natural beauty and the fact she is of Alpha blood! "

My mother grabbed Vixons hand and pulled her out the door. Leaving me in the room alone. I knew my mother would not let us ride back together after this fight. I sat on the side of the bed. Damn it I messed up again. I dropped my head into my hands as I heard the foot steps of Jared walking towards me.

" Damn your bullheaded. What happened man? "

I looked up with a defeated look.

" Hell if I know.. "

He half laughed before starting in.

" Maybe it's because you went off on her thinking she was a rouge and she wasnt. maybe just a thought you shouldn't try to command your mate especially if she is a Luna. "

I knew he was only speaking the truth but it still hurt to hear what he said.

" She started it she was ready to just call this all quits before even talking to me. She was going to leave! "

He crossed his arms across his chest. I knew I was acting like a spoiled brat.

" You mean you were ready to call it quits and got mad that me and your mother stopped you and now that she wants to not fight for you your pissed? I mean you wanna at least admit you cheated on your mate, rather your boyfriend and girlfriend whatever you knew you found your mate and still took another she wolf to bed last night right Alpha? "

Damn him for knowing me like his own self. I wanted to punch him but I knew he was right. I'm weak and I need this to work. I need to fix this problem with my mate now.

" Your not perfect either you cheated on your mate too Jared. "

The anger on his face was unreal, his teeth ground together and i knew that was not the nerve to strike right now.

" Dont you dare ever talk about My Mindy again. My mistake will haunt me forever and I'll be damned if some brat who never lost a damn thing will lecture me about what I do! "

I pushed away my mate and now my beta and best friend. Jared started out the room before turning back to me. He let out a heated breath his body trying to relax as he looked over his shoulder to me

" Dont do what i did man. Mindy was my whole world dont forget i lost more than my Mate i lost my pup too....one day I'll find them though. My biggest mistake will be righted before i die. Mark my words. "

Jared stormed off and I sighed. Damn it why did I bring up Mindy. I thought back to last month when me and Jared had gone out to get a few drinks and that she wolf had drugged him into sleeping with her, no matter how many showers he had he couldnt get her scent off him. He had spent a week at the pack house refusing to see his mate. She finally stormed my office to see him but that damn she wolf had already told half the pack what happened and Mindy wouldnt listen to anything he said. She slammed the positive test in his chest before leaving the pack without a second glance back. Jared had ran after her but she had obviously planned this out because her scent covered out grounds to the point everyone was running in circles. I knew he was dying inside and wanted his mate and to be able to protect his unborn pup. The whole pack hoped she would return once she cooled down but noone not even neighboring packs have seen her. I looked down at a bracelet on the floor and picked it up. It had a small black wolf carved on it and I knew this had to be Vixons. Her father had the same little wolf on his Alpha necklace. I stood up and started walking home. The air through our packs land was always soft and gentle. The houses were all neat and orderly. The kids played outside and you could giggles and laughs as they filled the wind with their voices. I knew calling Jared for a ride wouldn't end well. Espically after the attitude and argument we just had. Damn my mouth and anger issues. I thought about the girl I had just recently met. Jared was right I had no reason to lay in bed with another shewolve when I found the one I was destined to be with. I thought about my family the strangers I called brothers. The absence of our lost father. I didn't want to accept the fact that my mate was a rouge I didn't think of the backlash and pain I'd cause myself by not clarifying her status. She was beautiful and sweet and now I couldnt get a second chance to be a better mate. I hoped I could find a way to make things better. She was Fiesta and full of life. A life I thought about with her was beautiful and peaceful I needed to win her back and show her the man I could be. Not the man I was when she first arrived.