My Secret Tears

The ignore

I woke up late which was very unusual of me, I arose from my bed blushing for no reason feeling very happy. Stepping out of my room to the toilet, my mum was heading to the kitchen while she noticed me. ”Wow, you really woke on the good side of your bed this morning or do I say your bed placed the right dream in your head? Well that’s really good seeing you feeling happy. Good morning mum, I smiled. Lost in blush, I kept on starring at myself on the mirror. Can’t really tell what is making me go ape, can’t say I’ve never chatted with a boy or I’ve never seen a guy more handsome than Johnson was but Johnson seems to get all of my attention.

Shut the front door, don’t tell me I have fallen in love

On a faithful day, there was a knock at the door my brother was in toilet so I had to go to the door. Who's there? I sounded aloud. it's me. I couldn't hear the name but fear got hold of my heart, that voice sounds familiar. where have I heard it before multifarious thought run through my head got no option than to go to the door. it was Johnson my brothers friend. Good afternoon he greeted with a bright smile as usual, good afternoon I replied bowing my head I couldn't bring myself to look at his face, overwhelmed by my shyness. Abby my brother came out of the toilet with his boxers and towel round his neck drying himself Johnson what's up? They exchanged pleasantries flipping their hand after the hand shake. I was at the Conner of my door getting a perfect look of Johnson while my brother opened the door, it hits my head so hard that he rushed to me saying he was sorry, he came to tell me he was going to pick something from shop that he will be back soon. About to leave the room then he turned back to me "what were you doing by the door?" how do I tell him I was getting a perfect look at his friend? I quickly turned the table at him "what am I doing in my room?" he bounced out.

Few seconds later, myself and Johnson were left alone in the house. I will walk to the kitchen several times greeting him, then he said to me Jasmine come keep me company. My heart stops and start s for a while, my head was off the planet Earth then it returns you mean me? he smiled stretching out his hand to me to come have a seat. then I sat a meter away from him all of a sudden the room became hot I sweat within and outside he looked closely at me then moved closer placed his palm by my head, it felt so cool that I won't want him to put his hand off my head" are you ill?"he sounded in fear then rushed to open the windows wider than it was before. He went into Abby's room to get an handfan. While he was fanning me I held his hand didn't know where the courage came from all I knew was that the courage mustered up itself to my favour. Can we be friends? he smiled and said why not. my body because so cool like I was in a pool floating and feeling the gentle wind caressing my whole body. I asked for his phone number, he seem curious and will not tell it to me but I held him down by say ain't we friends, can't will call and chat like friends do? finally he submitted to my request then spill out his number. suddenly his phone rang, he picked up the call and was about to leave then I stood closer to him. Sorry I have to leave my mom needs me now his face expressed how sorry he was then he walked towards the door. won't you give me a hug before leaving. sorry my bad he said then came closer to me while he hugged me, I could feel his cozy temperature all around me, he wrapped his right hand by my waist and the left across my back to my shoulder, I felt so secured and never want to let go then he said Jasmine, I have to go. oh sorry I was lost in thought, I'm so so sorry we both smiled at each other then he left.