Peter
These past few years have been nothing short of a miracle. While nothing has changed in our relationship, at least I have one now. I have plenty of people reminding me of my past mistakes—mainly Daisy and Zoey—so I can’t exactly escape those memories, but all I can do is push forward.
My longing hasn’t disappeared, though. I want Samuel more than anything, and being so close to him is both a blessing and a curse. I never knew I’d need so much self-control in my life.
Luckily, Rose is usually nearby, so I never get the chance to cross that line. I wonder if Samuel does this on purpose... though I doubt he’d ever let me do anything regardless. I’m so deep in the friend zone, I sometimes wonder if I’ll ever escape it.
I should be satisfied with just being by his side after everythin
