--- 1 and a half year later---
Jungkook POV
My glance is fixed at the beautiful nature I see through the window. It rains and it's beautiful to watch the light purple drops which hit the ground, to watch the also colorful trees and flowers.
Just to watch it makes me feel like it will also wash my thoughts away like simple dirt on the ground. I still remember many times of my past were I sat on my bed, eyes fixed on the drops which hit the glass and also the heavy rain falling down to the world. It was always relaxing for me, a good distraction to think about something else when I just thought about my father and how useless I felt. It was like the rain washed away those thoughts.. Like it freed me.
Now I don't watch the rain to get away from them, no, I watch it because it is absolutel
