That night was terrible, but also made me feel like I could breathe a little easier. I didn't like that my night on my own started with a fight with Finn. I tried to tell him that I just needed time to myself, not time away from him specifically. But I don't think he understood. I had started to hesitate until he had brought up James. I thought we had cleared that up but apparently not. I could understand how he might be feeling confused, but to throw James in my face wasn't a good move to make.
After I spent way too much time dissecting everything that had happened with Finn, I was finally able to relax enough to start reading my great-great grandmothers journal. When I packed a bag for the night I had also grabbed several of her journals. Reading the journal of someone who was going th
