I lay on my side watching the door. I pushed myself up to sitting got halfway there and changed my mind again, lying back down. I checked my watch again 7.10 she had been gone 4 hours. Why in god's name had she gone like that she didn't even take her f*****g shoes! For once I was pretty sure I hadn't actually done anything wrong, though I never had been able to fully grasp what was going on in that girl's head. I mean, I know we had probably violated several of her biblical teachings. I mean I hadn't actually read it, so I don't know that I will not suck on a guy's d**k before I marry him is in there, but I'm guessing it's probably implied. The thing is every other time she had freaked out as things started to get overly intense. This time hell she was the one pushing things. I mean the wh
