I DID not go to work the next day because of the bad feeling. Lawrence and I did not meet for a few days.
After what happened at the party I did not talk to him again. I don't think it is the right thing to do. But this is probably the best thing to do right now.
If I continue to have a relationship with Lawrence I am sure there will be nothing left to him. Even everything he worked for will go to nothing. Maybe I should just follow his father's wishes. That's will be permanently separated.
"Margaux can we talk?"
Cindy's voice spoke from outside of my bedroom door.
"Please Margaux!" she said despite a series of knocks.
I blew out a deep breath and was forced to open the door.
"What are you doing here?" I turned my back on her and went back to bed and sat down.
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THE NEXT DAY I
