His touch

The world of awareness

Education system in India is so good , competitive and innovative and full of creativity but it all went down when it comes to awareness about s*x or intimacy.still in my school I was taught about the changes a girl went through and what is puberty but there was no classes for emotions ,no classes for feels.when I reached in class 8 I finally got the insight that ,all I have been going through is a part of something very bad that cannot be described in words. The feeling of been touched without your own permission is the worst feeling in the world. I regretted each moment I went through; after all I have only this option left (regretting). Certainly I was still small to know the seriousness of this act but still I have some knowledge.

When I reached home back.i really want to tell mum about all things and stuff but my head told me not to do so. I was scared that what if my mum will yell at me or will beat me up or she ll be angry. My pride subdues and my fear wins. Education has given me a power to understand that all this is wrong but it doesn't gave me the power to confess my pain. I wish I could turn back time and make all those moment blur. At that time a picture that I hold about myself was awful.crying in the bathroom is only way left to get out of the pain.