Phobia of humans (completed)

10 the end

"I want to go to the bathroom"

She spoke mysteriously to make the man grind his forehead in annoyance, then he headed towards her, releasing her from her chains, to hold her by her good arm violently, pushing her out to walk with him in a narrow corridor ending in a dark room, which she realized was the intended bathroom

He pushed her, then closed the door, waiting for her outside

Inside, she collapsed on the ground silently

She supported her forehead with her palm, the sounds were completely hidden from her head, nothing, her mind was empty and empty.

Like a dark, deserted basement filled with dust

She only found her empty soul to address her

Nothing to lose

She is a lost and weak female with a cast that increases her disability

And with fear that it will collapse ...

She took a deep breath and suddenly got up with dark eyes

She opened the door for the other to move her violently,

As she enters her detention room, her body stiffens and pulled out her elbow ferociously, to turn to her, smacking her and slapping her on the ground

Her hand hit an iron stick to grip her firmly

He lifted her by the hair to slap her again, but she did not fall, but she smiled behind her hair falling on her face to raise the stick high with one hand and then plunged it onto his head, his balance was disoriented to step back in pain, drops of blood fell on his forehead

She did not care, but hit him in the face, and he fell hard on the ground ,,,

The other man appeared behind him to attack him like a ferocious wild cat. He grabbed the stick from the other side to raise its knee and hit him hard between his thighs to bend in pain

The stick grabbed him to hit him on the back, two consecutive strokes, which dropped him

A final blow to his head, and he lost consciousness

To throw the stick out of her hand and walk out, feeling a force that she has not felt in her entire life

she is

Isabella and only

No more nonsense

No more imagination

No more flimsy ghosts

Don't wait for a helping hand

It is one soul within one body

Either you restrict your soul, and then your body is bound, or you liberate it, and it will be liberated.

Do not wait for someone to pull your hand to stand up

Do not wait for any support from Bcharre

Don't wait for any support from your flimsy ghosts

Because

Both of them will disappear and you will not find it

Only you will remain in the picture

If you are injured, only you will suffer

No one but you, and nothing but you

The effect will remain with you only

And if you are in pain, the most you will get is comfort, which is of no use in the truth of the matter

Only you can smile despite your pain

Silently heal your wounds

or

To cry and regret yourself and your luck

That will delay you, not advance you

Each of us has an independent and distinct personality

Just like a fingerprint

Therefore, do not expect any human being to understand you, or even any illusion of your imagination ,,,

Because every person will see things from his own eyes

From his mind is

From his own analysis

From his experiences that differ from yours

Of his feelings that do not match your feelings

And no illusion

Because an illusion will evaporate and you will find yourself running after him without success

Amidst your loss between illusion and reality, you will lose your mind and turn into a sick person of much suspicion, who brings nothing but pity to himself.

Address your inner soul and reconcile with it

Because it is you

It is your truth that you seek to discover, and others will not discover it, because it is with you forever

She is your true reflection

It is your inner voice, and the body is only a virtual image

It is nothing but a tool or machine that your soul uses to move, to express, and to live among human beings

And one day the body will perish ,,

He is my mortal, and everything that is mortal is deceptive and false

And the transparent truth is what will remain

That spirit that is you

Your silent suffering will not be understood by anyone, no matter how close he is to you, only you will understand it, do not expect your close friend, your family and your relatives to understand it, as they are not free to try to understand you, they seek to understand themselves as well

Would you wait for someone to analyze your changing self with the passage of days !?

Just as you will not, they also will not

During your life's journey, your maturity and awareness will increase

You will not stay the same, you will change

And as you change, they also change

And each of us stands in a moment to contemplate what happened to his situation

He is aware of everyone in his condition and by himself

Only you can decide, and time is enough to teach you

Do not be sad about those bad experiences, without them you would not have learned the lesson, without them you would not have surpassed yourself

My advice: _

Suffer and smile, suffer and smile, fail and smile,

Drop and don't let that affect you and smile

Because all of this is a prelude to the dazzling success

The door that you crossed to decipher the light and triumphed and prospered

And if you stop waiting for that and that to open the door for you, everyone around you will pass to their doors to open them with their hands that are not free to open your own door, and you will rot in the dark and you will not feel the pleasure of light

You are the only one who can overcome your fears and make your way ...

You are the only one who will hold your hand

You are the only one who can move your feet forward

You are the only one opening your own door and the only one who will feel the joy of your success

There are those who will be proud of you, increasing your joy and feeling high, and there are those who will hate you, but those who care about these people, let your victory be a lesson to them.

Because one day they will praise it without their will

Hold on to your soul, settle for it, and rise to the best

Edit it to understand the nature of this life and these humans

Let her discover and learn and not be afraid of her

And what pleases you hold on to it, and what annoys you ignore it ,,,

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She was preparing to get out when the police raided the place

She made her way between them, raising her head firmly

She met them in front of her to look at Jonathan, ignoring others with no interest, to utter a deep, confident tone that shocked them.

"I will move to my father's house, I no longer need to live in your home anymore, and I hope that you respect my wish and do not try to stop me so that you do not lose the respect that I have for you."

She did not wait for a response or even approval from him, but passed them all, walking alone, and a small smile adorned her lips with ambiguity, while her eyes glanced with the pleasure of confidence and victory, and finally she shattered her fear

Finally, it can set off towards the unknown future without fear, but with faith and certainty that its arrows will hit the targets

She is bent, and her self-confidence is flawless

The future is no longer foggy and frightening, but rather bright and luminous, which made her heart swell with contentment and determination.

Her heart was no longer fearful and shaken with turmoil, but rather steadfast, warrior and courageous ,,,

Human phobia was a thing of her past

That phobia taught her overwhelming facts about the abstract human nature to feel that their souls were naked in front of her

She is no longer afraid, but rather they

Because her gaze will not be mistaken because it is a gaze formed from experience

And a cruel experience pierced her heart valve to distinguish her from them

She now believes that she is special because her experience illuminated her way ,,,

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Three months later: _

She was among the students

She spins between them actively explaining some of the basics, and each of them holds a different musical instrument ,,,

She was appointed as a lecturer at the university due to her excellence throughout her undergraduate years

Learn music that genuinely shakes emotions

Tenderness

And the heart cries before the eye, and makes it happy before the gap

Waves of affected sincere emotions make them flying over the clouds, and what is the finest and most wonderful feeling !!

She finished her lecture to lead the theater, to cast her performances to the crowds waiting for her warmly, and among them sits that lover who is constantly watching her openly ,,,

She knows and everyone knows about his constant watch and pursuit of her, but silently

Only looks converge

Hot and dreamy on his part, and mysterious on her part, just as it is happening now

He became sitting in the first rows, teaching her about his overwhelming presence, abandoning the last rows, as he had secretly watched her in the past.

It is her habit to close her eyes while playing her expert fingertip on the keys professionally and skillfully, but this time she did not close her eyes and preferred to stare at him as he does, she looked back and those sparks between them almost burned both of them.

Some recent events passed in her mind as shocking flashes to release strong and fierce melodies

The gang was arrested, including John, who was unsuccessful in the attempt to smuggle him

And Catherine, who was found to be involved in illegal activities,

Heal her arm and take off the cast

She excelled and got a job as a university professor for her proficiency in her field

Her fame has become widespread

The many job offers with attractive wages

Her students who became her friends at record speed

David and his appearances around her everywhere in plain sight

David, whom she is looking at now, suddenly stood up to stop her mind from remembering, but her fingertips did not stop, but he succeeded in attracting her attention completely and the attention of hundreds when he went up to her to freeze her fingers and stand ready too ,,

I scattered it and there was a waiting silence in the hall

With a manly smile of dominance and determination, he took out a bright red box to open it with the crowd holding their breath. He took the ring and threw the box toward the seats for a young student to pick it up, launching a cheerful, encouraging shout

He raised her hand, without introductions, and with all boldness and entitlement, he put on her his ring engraved with his name, specially prepared for her only, Isabella, the owner of his heart.

He has planned everything

And her ring, which bears her name in it, is already placed on his finger ,,,

She looked at him in disbelief as he spoke loudly, but his eyes did not let go

“I told her once that I remember her by heart, more than myself even, and because I do, I know very well that the traditional method will not work because her shyness will prevent her from answering, and you will think that she has rejected me.

So I had to take over things in a different and authoritarian way, but she wouldn't object because my heart owned her and she was sure of that, but all of you, and I know that her heart is mine, I feel that. ''

To respond to him in stalemate

"I don't need anyone, David."

But I need you

"No one needs but himself, and you only need yourself"

Shouted out forcefully

"I need you my wife, mother of my children, my only friend, my life partner and my sweetheart, I need you my family,

My soul needs the embrace of your soul. "

"Why me?"

He simply answered

"Because my heart is almost exploding near you only, with your vision, hearing your name, remembering you, my heart is passionate about your love,

With all that belongs to you, enough dimension and torture, sweetheart,

Allow your heart to open its doors to me to teach it how to dance with love ,,,

Isabella, will you marry me? ''

With that sentence, he knelt on his knee in front of her, waiting for her answer, which he knew well

That sparkle that he saw with her eyes is real

And because she deserves respect and appreciation, he bowed in front of her in public, eager to hear her singing voice announcing her approval.

"Don't you know the answer ?!"

Softly, she staggered, to breathe deeply, before fapping to her with an alluring side smile

"You definitely agree."

So let's get up and hug me because I want to tell you a secret.

Cries loomed out of the hall

Because, of course, they want to continue

While he got up strongly hugging her, sniffing her hair deeply and in love, so she hugged him to whisper to him fugely.

"I was suffering from a human phobia"

His arms tightened around her, unwilling to delve into the past, because it scared him, and he felt that she would distance him from her because of him

I bet you were the first in that condition.

And I hope I'm the last.

"You got past it on your own. You are stronger than we thought, Isabella. You are a unique pearl and I want to have it. Would you allow me?"

And in a voice that sweetened the heart of his being and poured out his affection

"I have always belonged to you, so tell me how do I refuse?"

I adore you madly, sweetheart.

The warm applause and the flashing of the cameras took them a little further apart, but they quickly approached again, throwing the world behind their backs.

For their breath to merge into a kiss that marked the real beginning

For a love story that came to light, smashing all barriers

A story that refused detention and rebelled against the darkness to go out into the world, causing minds to be dazzled by the will of a girl who was not satisfied with fear in a way, and by the love of a man who kept watching her in the shadows for years until he could no longer bear

And hide from the truth of his feelings more

To begin with the beginning

That was only a prelude to the beginning ,,,,

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The end??

With Regards:. ... Rawan

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