Dashawn I was going out of my f*cking mind. Joker, Ice, Crush, Ashton, Demon and Shooter were all watching me pace in my Aunt Lia’s old paint shack, where we were waiting for the women to be ready, so we could start this wedding. I didn’t get to see my woman at all yesterday. I couldn’t concentrate on sh*t. My dad was trying real hard to get me involved with the decorating, but I was useless, and he finally told Ice, Joker and Crush to take me on a ride. Ice thought I was getting cold feet and offered to stand in for me. I punched him in the gut and he laughed. We rode for three hours. I was tempted to crash the spa day just so I could see Samantha. I couldn’t even talk to her, because they had confiscated her phone. “I don’t know how I’m going to be able to leave her when I go

