Adriano
I hated how she always made me unsettled, disrupting all my careful efforts to control my urges. Something which I used to give myself over to with abandon. I now have to keep it all on a tight leash. Because she has been using these very reactions to fool me. I knew this but I still ended up holding her… indulging in her.
Her wails of distress cut at my chest, making every beat painful. That's all I've been feeling lately… pain, overwhelming anger, unwillingness, the crushing betrayal. And I'll make her feel the same way. Even if her suffering will only feed mine. I forced myself to turn my back on her cries, locking her cell and the door leading to it and returning to my room. Once there, I stared at her things which had still remained untouched. Even during my tirade I subcons
