But Daddy!

Chapter 4

Coco pov,

"Daddy.... "I said. "Yes princess?" He replied. "Are you smoking?" I asked. "Yeah baby I've smoked since i was 13" he said like it was no big deal. "Why can't i smoke" I asked. "Because does Queen Elizabeth smoke?" He replied. "No sir" I said. "Well in my eyes you are as good as her, and if i catch you smoking Coco Mary Williams you will regret and so will your ass" he warned.

I looked down thinking about how much i used to smoke. I have craving for one so baddd. I think i might steal one later. My ass will hate me if i will get caught....

"Do you understand coco?" He says interrupting my thought. "Yes sir" i said feeling slightly intimidated. "Good girl pumpkin now daddy has to go, so you will need to get out of a little space and be a good girl for daddy I'll be back in an hour" he said while kissing me on the head. "Bye daddy wuv yu" I said in my cute voice.

I got back in reality and I'm 16 year old self. I feel the urge to rebel then I yawn and realized how tired i was. I lay down and take a nap on the couch.

*Coco's Dream*

"Nooooo mom " I scream "nooooo" I kicked and shouted. She yanked my hair and roped off my clothes. I kicked her and then she put a needle into my stomach, drugging me up and calming me down. She tied me to the bed for the 10th times in 3 days. A man walked in about 38 tall and dodgy he handed mom a wad of cash. She counted it and closed the door and walked out. The man smirked at me observing my 13 year old body. He violated me like all the others. After his him was up mom came in and sent him out and booked his next "appointment". Mom untied me and I screamed and cried feeling helpless and scared.

*End dream*

I shuddered at the memory and yes if you all were wondering this is what happened to me from age 5-13. When i turned 14 i ran away from home and bought my own apartment. And since then i met lola and we began smoking and drinking to relieve the pain.

Shit daddy will be home in 15 minutes. If i wanna smoke i better have it now. I thought to myself i waked outside and lit it up and inhaled the smoke. The relief was an amazing feeling. Like when you have that first sip of a coffee for the day. You know.... that feeling.

Daddy pov

I walked in the house and call for coco but i don't see her. I look in the back yard and there she was. I was shocked. She was doing gymnastics and she is so good. She just did f*****g three backflips and landed it in splits!!! All of a sudden i smell a woft of smoke.... "come here" I said ready to beat her ass knowing who was smoking. "Yes sir" she says. " Why do i smell cigarettes?" I say "maybe from when you smoking before....?" She says "No i mean you smell of smoke" i say with a sharp tone "well i was sitting next to you when you were smoking" she says with a point " I smell it in your breath" I say impatient. She goes red in the face. I grab her arm and twist her to face me. " COCO DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT SMOKE?" I said really pissed " I.....I....I did" she says trembling. I slap her face "GET YOUR ASS TO YOUR ROOM NOW I WILL WITH YOU ONCE I WILL COME DOWN" I say basically screaming.