What I want more than anything in the world of course is to f**k my gorgeous Mistress. But since this idea is so ridiculous as to be laughable, nothing could be more condign than to have her f*****g me instead.
The pain and shame of being cruelly restrained while she demonstrates her illimitable contempt for me by brutally pounding her c**k into my agonized yet gratefully accepting ass is so incredibly evocative and necessary for my twisted psyche that I’ve willingly sacrificed not only my own s****l function but practically my entire personal autonomy in return for it.
It is the ultimate interpersonal exchange between us, the defining statement of our asymmetric relationship. Hearing her pant and moan and ridicule me as she takes her selfish pleasure, screaming out her repeated orgasm
