I want to be loved

making out

NIKI /POV/

I was in my room since I came back from school and I haven't go to the kitchen to prepare food. I was very angry at myself for being a fool to believe Jake will love me.

I heard someone knocking my door. I went to open it and it was Jake.

What do you want? if you are here to scold me,then am sorry.

What is wrong with you Nik?. I came here to ask why you haven't cooked yet. sorry, I thought you will eat at your girlfriend's house. She is not my girlfriend, what you saw was wrong baby.

okay Jake but stop calling me baby. Give me some minutes for me to prepare it.

no need, I have already ordered pizza for us since mom is not coming home today.

Okay, then wait for me I will come out soon. Nik, are you still angry at me?. why will I be, Jake. am not your girlfriend so why should it bother me when you are with Lily.

I love you Nik, and I know you don't believe me but I do love you and I hope you will forgive me about what you saw. she forced herself on me baby.

So you want me to believe this?. Yeah Nik. Whatever Jake, just go out from my room, I want to change myself.

Jake went out off my room and I changed and went back to the dinning table to eat.

Dinner is ready baby. Jake, why are you been do nice huh? Because I need your forgiveness bby. He came and hold my hands. Nik, trust me baby, I love you and I want you to give me a chance for me to prove it to you. a..m, please Nik. okay, I will give you a chance to prove it ,Jake.

wow baby, thanks. come here sweetheart, let's eat. He prepared a chair for me to sit and served me with the pizza. we ate the pizza in silence and after that, we washed the bowls and I was about to go when Jake held my arm.

wait baby. what is it again Jake? . I want you baby, please stay with me today bby

but why?. don't know , I just don't want to stay alone tonight. I feel something bad will happen to me baby, please stay with me. okay fine but no touching. I can't promise that baby. What! am just kidding baby. come on let's go. you go first, I have to bath first. we can bath together baby. stop that Jake, is not funny. okay , you go I will wait for you.

am in Jake's room sleeping on his bed.

baby. yes. are you dating Dylan?. how many times should I tell you Dylan and I, are best friends like brother and sister.

but he loves you, do you know that. Yes because am his best friend. am not talking about that, he want to f**k you Nik. can't you see it. stop that Jake, stop making Dylan a bad person. let's stop talking about him. okay, as you say so dear. can I cuddle with you baby?. No, Jake.

Jake was really stubborn that he still put his head on my breast to sleep.

Jake, what the f**k are you doing?. Keep quiet baby. your breasts is mine love. shut up! I slap his hand for been funny.

aww baby, it hurt. sorry. is okay bby, let's sleep like this.

in the middle of the night, I heard someone talking in the room. I open my eyes and saw that it was Jake talking while sleeping. he was sweating alot and I tried to wake him up but he hug me tight that it was hurting. I tried to pushed him but he was too strong.

Jake please wake up, you are hurting me. but still he wasn't responding and I Saw him crying, I didn't know what to do anymore so I kissed him and it worked. he wakes up when he felt someone kissing him. I stopped the kiss and looked into his eyes.

Jake baby, how are you feeling, it just a dream baby, don't cry. Nik, I need you and am scared. don't worry bby, am here. I kiss him again and he kissed back while on top of me. he kissed me passionately and possessive like there is no tomorrow

I was f*****g feeling it. his mouth and tongue is sweet that I loose myself to him. he deeping the kiss and started touching my body and grinding on my lower body. mmmh, I was moaning to the kiss. I place my hand in his chest and started nipping his nude. he moaned and start undressing me. he squeezes my breast and i moan so hard.

ahh..hh Jake, more baby. he lick my n*****s while rubbing my c******s. the feeling was too much that I couldn't help it. he was rubbing it too much that made me reach my climax. .

Jake am cumming. c*m for me baby. I love you sweetie. he started kissing me roughly and it became difficult for us to breathe. the moment we stop kissing, I heard a Sharp pain in my body and there I know he as inserted his hand in my v****a.

Jake stop it, what are you doing?. baby, I thought you like it . no I don't. I mean is not right. we are not dating yet. then we can start today, love. no Jake. please give me time to think about it. okay, fine. sorry Jake. can you go to your room, I want to be alone now. o.. okay. if you need me call me. then I left feeling embarrassed for what we did now.

// read on episode 9 to know what will happen//